Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.
Great work and I agree, I would be somewhere scarily different.
That being said, a bit Blah - ok alot.
My week off is over, start back at work this afternoon. I choose to concentrate on what I progress I made and not what wasn't done.
I've been watching a lot of TV though-
For today:
book exam flights
Shower, get ready for work
Try at least 2 questions
Concentrate on this: Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God then to get things done. My focus up and NOW. Not 'when' or 'if' or 'then'...
Just did one hour of work that is going to save me an entire night of worry and stress. If I didn't have this site, I would have avoided it, and then avoided it tomorrow, and then been rushing in the morining the day it was due. Only BECAUSE of the strength I get through this site, I worked on it tonight, I will polish it tomorrow, and I can have it done ahead of time and in the way that I want. I love you all for being here so much!!! Thank you!!
And thanks again to Tracy-:a - her post today about 'growing up' hit home again - I often have grandiose illusions about what I can achieve etc but all they really do is eat away, rather CHOMP large sections of my precious NOW!
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God then to get things done. My focus up and NOW. Not 'when' or 'if' or 'then'...
Prayer and relfction done - be ;mindful throughout the day
1030-1200 mcq pharm w chat box: you know the game, play it!
1200 shower, ring g'ma, Jane
1300-1500 Jersey boys movie w aunt
1500-1730 pharm viva
1800 church
2030 viva, bed by 2300
Resist the urge to go grocery shopping - eat up what's in the house first!!
Thanks for letting me share,
My gratitude, encouragement and solidarity to you all, my friends 'in need; indeed'
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughtssomeone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of thinking”
"July 13 -- Expect the Good
Can you get the expectant attitude of faith?Not waiting for the next evil to befall you but awaiting with a child's joyful trust the next good in store?" Two Listeners
I so know and agree with this, but doing it is not automatic for me, thanks to pa(ers) and other groups and my HP, and lots of work on my part,I can do it and for that I am grateful.
I got up at 8 to start study - and promptly fell asleep at desk. Up at 11. PRayer and reflection - thanks to Tracy-La for posting from the twenty four hours a day book - resonated so well.
I also re-read the 12 steps and realised I need to reaffirm that I WANT God to remove my shortcomings. They've been getting to comfortable in my head and life!
So back to chat box until 2pm with 20mins promos - do mcqs.
1400-1730 walk and nap
1730-1900 read antiarrhythmics and mcq
1900-2030 plates, shower, dinner (reheat)
2030 - 2230 viva anatomy
Thanks for letting me share, my encouragement for you all toda.
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughts
someone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of
thinking”
Jully 11- what a difference 1 extra hr sleep makes.so basic and obvious. and possible.
"July 10 - Expect Many Miracles? My guardianship is so wonderful. Expect not one miracle but many. Each day's happenings, if of My working, and under My control, are miracle-works." God CallingEdited by A. J. Russell
"Maintenance"/attitude/thinkig has always been my biggest challenge in any of my programs.listened to some meetings, really helped.
I don't say that much has changed - just enough little things and little behaviours to give me hope. Also the ongoing example of PA and my amazing sister who knows me in and out and can tell when I'm being a fool and when I'm just being cruel to myself.
Yesterday, I did more than the day before - I choose to revel in that!
Today I feel LESS powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful. I choose to revel in that!
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will
So late start again but move along to the thing in immediately in front of me!
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Today I will focus on the pharm oral exams and model answers esp anticoagulants and antiseizure drugs.
clothes on line
1210 -1400 revise coag pathway, renal cells, gen pharm formulae
1400 -1530 whatever, healthy lunch, post letter to W, nap
1530-1800 pharm w timer mcq
1800- 2000 go for run, plates, healthy dinner
2000-2200 pharm or phys
Bed by 2300
Try to avoid internet, messaging asjust eats up time. I prob wasted 2hour yesterday on 'checking' emails and 'just in case' someone texted me!
Jobs:
Get GP apt for next week
Get accountant apt next week
Prepare list of doc for tax. I want to get my tax return back to pay off the last bit of debt sooner and get a house deposit boost!! You have done well to dig out of debt- I choose to revel in that!
"Fix your eyes" and use your "whole heart" - be mindful. My encouragement to you all today.
Every morning I wake up with a feeling of defeat over me regarding this exam. I was horrified to calculate how many times I've satthis particular one before.
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Today I will focus on the pharm oral exams and model answers.
1220 put sheets on line
1230 -1330 pharm viva
1400 -1530 whatever, nap
1530-1800 pharm w timer
1800- 2000 go for run, plates, healthy dinner
2000-2200 pharm or phys
Bed by 2300
Try to avoid internet, messaging asjust eats up time.
________________
Today I feel powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful.
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Today I will focus on the pharm oral exams and model answers.
1530- 1800 20min lots, after each 3 make a cuppa tea
1900 b'study
2130 phys viva
2300 bed
Early world cup game.
Because of my delaying, I won't hvr time to go for some exercise - but try to at least do 10mins pilates.
________________
Today I feel powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful.
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Now it 1125
PHarm biggest priority -
1130 -1220 3x15min mcq
1230-1300 lunch
1300- 1500 pharm mcq 20min timers
1530 -1730 afrternoon tea w R
1730-1830 pharm viva 20 min timers
1900-2100 jog, dinner, rest, shower
2100 2230 pharm vivas
2230 read non study stuff, bed early
JObs:
Ring agent
Text E, E, W, A
Prayer & meditation
ring M, text C, A
________________
Today I feel powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful.
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will.
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughts someone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of thinking”
I did not want to check into pa today,my "ego" telling me all sorts of things, well 3 hr later, some sanity returned, and the thought of "why not? if it helps who cares?" so here I am. and better 3 hours than 3 days/weeks/months. thx pa(ers)
Heard good share at meeting yesterday, something like "if you must beat yourself up, at least, for today, use a feather instead of the bat" lol feeling hopeful. thanks pa(ers)
Maintainence, do what works for me
"Where your talents and the needs of the world cross; there lies your vocation" ~ Aristotle
"At the end of each day, take a few moments to remind yourself of what went well today and what you're looking forward to tomorrow" AFH (morning works well too-me)
Vic 7.14.14 & 7.15.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good
thoughts someone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection
of thinking”
Here are ten choices you can make today: You can choose 1…
CHOOSE TO LOVE.................................…… rather than hate.
CHOOSE TO SMILE……………....………. rather than frown.
CHOOSE TO BUILD……….……………. rather than destroy.
CHOOSE TO PERSEVERE………………… rather than quit.
CHOOSE TO PRAISE…………………… rather than gossip.
CHOOSE TO HEAL……………………… rather than wound.
CHOOSE TO GIVE………………………. rather than grasp.
CHOOSE TO ACT………………………….. rather than delay.
CHOOSE TO FORGIVE………………….. rather than curse.
CHOOSE TO PRAY…………………… rather than despair.
Heard a great slogan "Find your wings on the way down" and trust yourself, never give up hope. Solidarity Paer's
@ Barbarino
Great work and I agree, I would be somewhere scarily different.
That being said, a bit Blah - ok alot.
My week off is over, start back at work this afternoon. I choose to concentrate on what I progress I made and not what wasn't done.
I've been watching a lot of TV though-
For today:
book exam flights
Shower, get ready for work
Try at least 2 questions
Concentrate on this: Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God then to get things done. My focus up and NOW. Not 'when' or 'if' or 'then'...
Monday July 14, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone meeting, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:45 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
3. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
4. Test blood sugar
5. Cook and eat breakfast
6. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
7. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone ACA meeting
8. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone CLA activity line
9. Get bags to my ride for him to take to charity
10. Make a phone call to get my debt partially paid.
11. Go to the 11 a.m. telephone PA meeting
12. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
13. Go to the 12 noon telephone ACA meeting
14. Go to the 1 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
15. Eat lunch
16. Go to the 1:45 p.m. telephone UA meeting
17. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone UA meeting
18. Get mail
19. Clear tables
20. Wash dishes
21. Cook and eat dinner
22. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
23. Go to the 7:30 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
24. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
25. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
26. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
27. Go to the 9:45 p.m. telephone UA meeting
28. Test blood sugar
29. Wash dishes
30. Call sister
31. Take shower
32. Get dressed
Thanks for letting me share
7.13.14 Babarino Bookend
Just did one hour of work that is going to save me an entire night of worry and stress. If I didn't have this site, I would have avoided it, and then avoided it tomorrow, and then been rushing in the morining the day it was due. Only BECAUSE of the strength I get through this site, I worked on it tonight, I will polish it tomorrow, and I can have it done ahead of time and in the way that I want. I love you all for being here so much!!! Thank you!!
Sunday July 13, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting3. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA business meeting4. Go to the 8 a.m. telephone OA meeting
5. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone DA meeting
6. Test blood sugar
7. Eat breakfast
8. Take shower9. Get dressed10. Go to church at 11 a.m.11. Help do some cleaning at church
12. Eat lunch
13. Go to my mom's apartment
14. Go to the store15. Do numbers16. Do hair17. Cook and eat dinner
18. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
19. Go to the 7 p.m. online EA meeting
20. Go to the 7:30 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
21. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
22. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone PA meeting
23. Test blood sugar
24. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
Starting a bit earlier...
And thanks again to Tracy-:a - her post today about 'growing up' hit home again - I often have grandiose illusions about what I can achieve etc but all they really do is eat away, rather CHOMP large sections of my precious NOW!
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God then to get things done. My focus up and NOW. Not 'when' or 'if' or 'then'...
Prayer and relfction done - be ;mindful throughout the day
1030-1200 mcq pharm w chat box: you know the game, play it!
1200 shower, ring g'ma, Jane
1300-1500 Jersey boys movie w aunt
1500-1730 pharm viva
1800 church
2030 viva, bed by 2300
Resist the urge to go grocery shopping - eat up what's in the house first!!
Thanks for letting me share,
My gratitude, encouragement and solidarity to you all, my friends 'in need; indeed'
.
.
Vic 7.12.14 & 7.13.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughtssomeone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of thinking”
"July 13 -- Expect the Good
I so know and agree with this, but doing it is not automatic for me, thanks to pa(ers) and other groups and my HP, and lots of work on my part,I can do it and for that I am grateful.
Thanks Tracy-La
I got up at 8 to start study - and promptly fell asleep at desk. Up at 11. PRayer and reflection - thanks to Tracy-La for posting from the twenty four hours a day book - resonated so well.
I also re-read the 12 steps and realised I need to reaffirm that I WANT God to remove my shortcomings. They've been getting to comfortable in my head and life!
So back to chat box until 2pm with 20mins promos - do mcqs.
1400-1730 walk and nap
1730-1900 read antiarrhythmics and mcq
1900-2030 plates, shower, dinner (reheat)
2030 - 2230 viva anatomy
Thanks for letting me share, my encouragement for you all toda.
@unstuck-ing - you're welcome!!
Glad it resonated . . . we are a community!
Saturday July 12, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Test blood sugar2. Go to the 8 a.m. telephone OA meeting
3. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
4. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting5. Go to the 9:30 a.m. telephone OA meeting6. Go to the 9:55 a.m. telephone CLA activity line
7. Go to the 10 a.m. telephone DA meeting
8. Cook and eat breakfast9. Go to the 11:15 a.m. telephone DA workshop10. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
11. Take shower
12. Get dressed
13. Go to the 25th anniversary of CLA business meeting
14. Do hair
15. Write down three questions for tomorrow night's meeting
16. Go to the 4 p.m. telephone Al-Anon meeting
17. Go to the 5:30 p.m. telephone CLA Phone Committee meeting
18. Warm up and eat dinner
19. Go to the 7:30 p.m. face to face NA meeting
20. Go to the NA business meeting after the meeting
Thanks for letting me share
Just keep swimming...
To go straight to chatbox.
Aim: pharm
mcqs today
Promos of 20mins
1600-1800
Then run, dinner,
2030 to 2230 more qs
"Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done."
My encouragement for your days
Friday July 11, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
3. Test blood sugar
4. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
5. Cook and eat breakfast
6. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone CLA meeting
7. Go to group therapy at 10:45 a.m.
8. Eat lunch
9. Go to the store and get groceries
10. Go to the pharmacy and get my prescription
11. Do numbers
12. Get mail
13. Wash dishes
14. Clear tables
15. Go through mail
16. Go to the 5 p.m. telephone OA meeting
17. Warm up and eat dinner
18. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
19. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
20. Go to the 8 p.m. onlne EA meeting
21. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
22. Go to the 10 p.m. telephone DA meeting
23. Test blood sugar
Thanks for letting me share
Vic 7.10.14& 7.11.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughts
someone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of
thinking”
Jully 11- what a difference 1 extra hr sleep makes.so basic and obvious. and possible.
"July 10 - Expect Many Miracles? My guardianship is so wonderful. Expect not one miracle but many. Each day's happenings, if of My working, and under My control, are miracle-works." God CallingEdited by A. J. Russell
"Maintenance"/attitude/thinkig has always been my biggest challenge in any of my programs.listened to some meetings, really helped.
Glimmers of hope...
I don't say that much has changed - just enough little things and little behaviours to give me hope. Also the ongoing example of PA and my amazing sister who knows me in and out and can tell when I'm being a fool and when I'm just being cruel to myself.
Yesterday, I did more than the day before - I choose to revel in that!
Today I feel LESS powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful. I choose to revel in that!
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will
So late start again but move along to the thing in immediately in front of me!
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Today I will focus on the pharm oral exams and model answers esp anticoagulants and antiseizure drugs.
clotheson line1210 -1400 revise coag pathway, renal cells, gen pharm formulae
1400 -1530 whatever, healthy lunch, post letter to W, nap
1530-1800 pharm w timer mcq
1800- 2000 go for run, plates, healthy dinner
2000-2200 pharm or phys
Bed by 2300
Try to avoid internet, messaging asjust eats up time. I prob wasted 2hour yesterday on 'checking' emails and 'just in case' someone texted me!
Jobs:
Get GP apt for next week
Get accountant apt next week
Prepare list of doc for tax. I want to get my tax return back to pay off the last bit of debt sooner and get a house deposit boost!! You have done well to dig out of debt- I choose to revel in that!
"Fix your eyes" and use your "whole heart" - be mindful. My encouragement to you all today.
Thursday July 10, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Test blood sugar3. Eat breakfast4. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
5. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
6. Go to the doctor at 8:30 a.m.
7. Go to the store and do some light shopping8. Eat lunch9. Go to group therapy at 1 p.m.10. Go to the library
11. Get mail
12. Wash dishes
13. Clear tables
14. Go through mail
15. Cook and eat dinner
16. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
17. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
18. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
19. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
20. Test blood sugar
21. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
.
.
All is not lost...
Every morning I wake up with a feeling of defeat over me regarding this exam. I was horrified to calculate how many times I've satthis particular one before.
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Today I will focus on the pharm oral exams and model answers.
1220 put sheets on line
1230 -1330 pharm viva
1400 -1530 whatever, nap
1530-1800 pharm w timer
1800- 2000 go for run, plates, healthy dinner
2000-2200 pharm or phys
Bed by 2300
Try to avoid internet, messaging asjust eats up time.
________________
Today I feel powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful.
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will
Wednesday July 9, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone meeting, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Take shower
3. Get dressed
4. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
5. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
6. Test blood sugar
7. Cook and eat breakfast
8. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
9. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
10. Call Vocational Alternatives
11. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone CLA activity line
12. Go to the 10 a.m. telephone UA meeting
13. Call FedEx14. Go group therapy at 11 a.m.15. Eat lunch16. Go to group therapy at 1 p.m.
17. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
18. Get mail
19. Clear off tables
20. Go through my mail
21. Cook and eat dinner22. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
23. Go to the 7:30 p.m. telephone DA-HOW meeting
24. Go to the 8:30 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
25. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
26. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
27. Go to the 9:30 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
28. Test blood sugar
29. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
WEDNESDAY 9 JULY
people say motivation won't last. neither does bathing, that's why we recommend it daily
zig ziglar
alarm 8
tablets
breakfast smoothie
driving email
order scripts
FINANCES 1 hour PO bank if necessary (buy diary)????? buy tablet organiser
wash up 3 x 10 mins use timer
tidy kitchen
clear ledge
rubbish out
12.00 sandwhich
1.30 LETTER driving
2.30 LETTER dwp--check address
3.30 photocopy and post office
basic shopping
5.00 clear desk
make to do list
phone dentist/dental hospital*** earlier
sort box file--extra files--shread 1 hour
SC login
email sc and investiagate lead
tidy living room 2 x 10
tidy bedroom 2 x 10 dressing table 2 x 10
organise tablets 2 x10
clean bathroom 2 x 10
dinner
10.00 bath/hair
12.00 bed
tuesday 8 july
people say motivation won't last. neither does bathing, that's why we recommend it daily
zig ziglar
finances plan month
rest
.
.
Vic 7.8.14& 7.9.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughts someone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of thinking”
The secret of success is constancy of purpose.--Benjamin Disraeli
Just keep swimming...
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Today I will focus on the pharm oral exams and model answers.
1530- 1800 20min lots, after each 3 make a cuppa tea
1900 b'study
2130 phys viva
2300 bed
Early world cup game.
Because of my delaying, I won't hvr time to go for some exercise - but try to at least do 10mins pilates.
________________
Today I feel powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful.
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will
Tuesday July 8, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Test blood sugar3. Take shower
4. Get dressed
5. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
6. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
7. Eat breakfast
8. Go to group therapy at 9 a.m.9. Go to individual therapy at 10:15 a.m.
10. Eat lunch
11. Go to a fitting at Dress to Success
12. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone DA meeting
13. Get mail
14. Cook and eat dinner
15. Clear tables
16. Wash dishes
17. Go through my mail
18. Go to the 6 p.m. telephone OA meeting
19. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
20. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
21. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
Thanks for letting me share
tiptree CI
- debug ann. disp. issue
- clean office
- read 40 pp
- practice guitar
- laundry
- walk dog
- watch DVD
Monday July 7, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone meeting, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:45 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Go to the 6:45 a,m. telephone OA meeting
3. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
4. Test blood sugar
5. Cook and eat breakfast
6. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
7. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
8. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone CLA activitiy line
9. Go to the 10 a.m. telephone UA meeting
10. Go to the 11 a.m. telephone PA meeting
11. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
12. Call the office to make a work order about the clog in my shower
13. Call Vocational Alternatives to ask to return
14. Go to the 12 noon telephone ACA meeting
15. Go to the 1 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
16. Go to the 1:45 a.m. telephone UA meeting
17. Eat lunch
18. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone UA meeting
19. Get mail
20. Wash dishes21. Take shower
22. Clear tables
23. Go through mail
24. Warm up and eat dinner
25. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
26. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
27. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
28. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting29. Test blood sugar
30. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
38 days to go...`
I admit that I am powerless over my procrastination and debt and that my life had become unmanageable. I came to believe that a Power greater than myself could restore me to sanity and I made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I humbly ask God to remove my shortcomings. I pray constantly and unceasingly only for knowledge of God's will for me today and the power to carry that out.
Its not about the tasks - its about listening to the moment and going with the flow of the spirit - today and NOW.
Its not about the money, its about listening to the simplicity of need and contentment - today and NOW.
Forgive me & forgive myselft for my procrastination this morning - it is what it is, no going back.
Now it 1125
PHarm biggest priority -
1130 -1220 3x15min mcq
1230-1300 lunch
1300- 1500 pharm mcq 20min timers
1530 -1730 afrternoon tea w R
1730-1830 pharm viva 20 min timers
1900-2100 jog, dinner, rest, shower
2100 2230 pharm vivas
2230 read non study stuff, bed early
JObs:
Ring agentText E, E, W, APrayer & meditationring M, text C, A
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Today I feel powerless, hopeless, self hatred and fearful.
Abstinence: I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety of relying on God than to get things done. God help me today - I believe he will.
Sunday July 6, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting2. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting3. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting4. Go to the 8 a.m. telephone OA meeting5. Test blood sugar6. Cook and eat breakfast7. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting8. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone CLA activity line9. Take shower
10. Get dressed
11. Wash dishes12. Go to church at 11 a.m.
13. Eat lunch
14. Go to the business meeting at 2:30 p.m.
15. Warm up and eat dinner
16. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
17. Go to the 7 p.m. online EA meeting
18. Go to the 7:30 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
19. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
20. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone PA meeting
21. Test blood sugar
22. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
Vic 7.6.14& 7.7.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me
“The point of power is always in the present moment.”
―
Louise L. Hay
fudoshin: checkin: 07/05/2014
Please do not leave advice or feedback. Thank you. Prayers welcome.
I am committing to six miles today. First step get clothes on. I'm going to do the following:
r1/w2 for 30
r2/w2 for 30
and when I'm ready r2/w1 for 30.
Will come back for update.
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Thus far I have done the following:
r1/w2 for 30 --twice +r1/w2 X2 (22 minutes)
r1/w1 for 30 (15 minutes)
r2/w2 for 30 +r2/w2 (18 minutes)
So that's a total of 55 minutes thus far.
Vic 7.5.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me
believe in joy!
From
Fear!!!
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Saturday July 5, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Test blood sugar
3. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
4. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
5. Go to the 8 a.m. telephone OA meeting
6. Take shower7. Cook and eat breakfast8. Get dressed
9. Go to the 10 a.m. face to face NA meeting
10. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
11. Eat lunch
12. Go to the 1 p.m. telephone DA meeting
13. Go to the 4 p.m. telephone Al-Anon meeting
14. Type three questions for tomorrow night's meeting15. Cook and eat dinner
16. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
17. Go to the 7:30 p.m. face to face NA meeting
18. Go to the NA business meeting after the meeting
19. Test blood sugar
20. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
Vic 7.4.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me
Happy, 4th of July, wishing everyone FREEDOM freom self defeating behaviors.
Friday July 4, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Go to the 6:35 a.m. telephone ACA business meeting
3. Test blood sugar4. Cook and eat breakfast
5. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone CLA meeting
6. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone UA meeting
7. Go to the 10 a.m. telephone DA meeting8. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
9. Go to the 12 noon telephone ACA meeting
10. Go to the 1:30 p.m. telephone UA meeting
11. Get medicine ready for the next two weeks12. Clear up tables
13. Go through my mail
14. Go to the 5 p.m. telephone OA meeting
15. Warm up and eat dinner
16. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
17. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
18. Go to the 8 p.m. online EA meeting
19. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
20. Go to the 10 p.m. telephone DA meeting
21. Test blood sugar
Thanks for letting me share
hazyjane ci friday july 4th
Just deleted my entry :(.
Ok, never mind. I've been slacking lately and need to get myself motivated, what I need is a good 'to do' list:
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It's an inside job...
Vic 7.3.14
daily Ck in with sponsor(this pa site+hp),Maintenance tasks, do what works for me
"Only in the fullness of spiritual things can
the heartsick and faint and weary be satisfied, healed, and rested. "by Two Listeners
Thursday July 3, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Test blood sugar3. Take shower
4. Get dressed
5. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
6. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
7. Eat breakfast
8. Go to the doctor9. Go to the pharmacy
10. Eat lunch
11. Go to Spanish class at 12:30 p.m.
12. Go to group therapy at 1 p.m.13. Go to the school library and print out some material
14. Cook and eat dinner
15. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
16. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting17. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
18. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
19. Test blood sugar
20. Wash dishes
21. Do numbersThanks for letting me share
Vic 7.2.14
Maintenance tasks, do what works for me, think good thoughts someone said “all action is born in thought, life is reflection of thinking”
I did not want to check into pa today,my "ego" telling me all sorts of things, well 3 hr later, some sanity returned, and the thought of "why not? if it helps who cares?" so here I am. and better 3 hours than 3 days/weeks/months. thx pa(ers)
Welcome to hope
It's always a new day.
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Wednesday July 2, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Test blood sugar
3. Take shower
4. Get dressed
5. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
6. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
7. Cook and eat breakfast8. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
9. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
10. Go to group theapy at 10:45 a.m.11. Eat lunch
12. Go to group therapy at 1 p.m.
13. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
14. Go to the store
15. Go to my mom's apartment
16. Put up groceries17. Put out and get mail and pay rent
18. Do numbers
19. Warm up and eat dinner
20. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
21. Go to the 7:30 p.m. telephone DA-HOW meeting
22. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
23. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
24. Go to the 9:30 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
25. Test blood sugar
26. Wash dishes
Thanks for letting me share
katia 7.1
I haven't used the check in for awhile, but I literally cannot keep my mind straight.
things-
-pack C's bag for later
-run dishwasher
-clothes for work
-schedule for week
-events on B-Moms
-fb event
-research stuff for C
Vic 7.1.14
Maintainence, do what works for me
Heard good share at meeting yesterday, something like "if you must beat yourself up, at least, for today, use a feather instead of the bat" lol feeling hopeful. thanks pa(ers)
Tuesday July 1, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
2. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting3. Test blood sugar
4. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting5. Cook and eat breakfast
6. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
7. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
8. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone CLA activity line
9. Take shower
10. Get dressed
11. Write a medication list
12. Go to the foot doctor
13. Eat dinner
14. Go to the 6 p.m. telephone OA meeting15. Go to the 7 p.m. telephone OA meeting
16. Go to the 8:30 p.m. telephone ACA meeting17. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
18. Test blood sugar
Thanks for letting me share
Vic 6.30.14
Maintainence, do what works for me
"Where your talents and the needs of the world cross; there lies your vocation" ~ Aristotle
"At the end of each day, take a few moments to remind yourself of what went well today and what you're looking forward to tomorrow" AFH (morning works well too-me)
Monday June 30, 2014
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone meeting, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:45 a.m. telephone ACA meeting2. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting
3. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
4. Test blood sugar
5. Go to the 8:30 a.m. telephone UA meeting
6. Go to the 9 a.m. telephone ACA meeting
7. Go to the 9:45 a.m. telephone CLA activity line
8. Go to the 10 a.m. telephone UA meeting9. Go to the 11 a.m. telephone PA meeting
10. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
11. Go to the 12 noon telephone ACA meeting
12. Go to the 1 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
13. Go to the 1:45 p.m. telephone UA meeting
14. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone UA meeting15. Get mail
16. Clear up tables
17. Go through mail and magazines
18. Do numbers
19. Warm up and eat dinner
20. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting21. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
22. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
23. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
Thanks for letting me share
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