Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.

Saturday, 1st June 2013

Perhaps it is because we do not truly know what we want, that we find it so hard to achieve.

fudoshin: 56 days of exercise: day 49

Please do not leave advice or feedback.  Thank you.  Prayers welcome.


The commitment is thirty minutes of exercise before midnight of any of
the following format: running, jogging, a combination of
running-walking-jogging, swimming, walking, attending a fitness class
(something that requires me to leave the house), stationary biking,
biking, dance class, aerobic class, yoga, karate (or other martial
arts).  I am not requiring myself to wear the running clothes, but on days I have running in my schedule I would like to remind myself that by doing the running, I am moving forward, and that it is the only way to move forward in my schedule.  Also, everything is easier after I've already acclimated my body to do it once or n times.  I am doing
this because:

  1. My main reason for continuing is that I want to move forward with my
    running/jogging plan.  I made some progress last week of running 2
    minutes, walking2 minutes, repeating that seven times, but I want to
    finish that week within a timely period and move on to running 2 minutes
    and walking 1 minute (times 10).  The ultimate goal is to be able to
    run/jog for 30 minutes.  I want to run a marathon at the end of this
    year or January of next.  (I have always wanted to run the Honolulu
    Marathon; I don't even know if this is something I can do, but I want to
    do it.)  I have year after year pledging to do a second marathon and
    have not, b/c I did not make headway on my running plan.
  2. I feel that running or exercise will force me to own up to other
    commitments in my life, because challenges in the running sphere force
    me to have other commitments in my life met so that I can exercise
    unimpeded and feel good that my investment in myself is going somewhere.
  3. I want to feel good about myself when I go outside, and
  4. I don't trust myself to exercise at the end of the day or at some point
    before midnight unless I make the commitment here to do it.  
  5. Being accountable to others by making a commitment here, helps me to be accountable to myself.
  6. The objective is to stick to the running plan by doing at least one
    training unit per day of the 28-week running plan I came up with, which
    is a slower version of the eight-week Rodale run/walk plan.  
  7. practicicing being on time with this commitment, will assist me in being on time in other areas.
  8. It will also help me to practice willpower for other activities that require energy.
  9. Exercise helps me to feel comfortable in what I am doing, b/c I am not
    constantly fidgeting at my desk or feeling like I SHOULD be
    running/swimming/walking or getting out in the sun or that I SHOULD have
    done those things last night.
  10. Exericse helps me to avoid feelings of not  being adequate, because I
    have confidence in myself as a person interacting with others.
  11. I want to build trust in myself by committing to something small that
    positively affects my whole life.  Since I'm making a promise here to do
    it, that's going to help me to keep my promise to myself so that I have
    faith in myself that at some point during the day I will exericse,
    instead of feeling like crap because I don't even trust myself to get to
    the gym or go on a walk.
  12. Exercise makes everything tighter, which makes me feel more comfortable
    with myself and helps me to be able to live with myself.
  13. I want to be able to wear the clothes in my closet, and throw out the ones that are not useful to me.

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Biked 6 minutes.


marcelor CI at 10:30

I want to do some work this weekend.

First step is to finish getting dressed and report back.

In addition: clean bedroom

Too hot for gardening.

Elvira's Saturday

Had nearly a week off what with family emergency and keeling over afterwards, but now I'm going to get down to things again.

This is what I've got to do.

Contact:

 

  • Financial advisor
  • DOBs re convention
  •  DOB enquirer
  • Mary re Mundesley
  •  Nancy re hat
  •  Mo re hat 

 

Housework :

 

  • Unpack and put away luggage - part
  • Food shop

 

 Hats

 

  • Make box for Mo's 
  • Adjust block for Wanda's 
  • Finish trim for felt

 

Garden

 

  • Hack back angelica

 

clement ci - day 203 attempting abstinence, 123 from self

This is what i want:

12:9 Abhor what is evil, cling to what is good. 12:10 Be devoted to one another with mutual love, showing eagerness in honoring one another. 12:11 Do not lag in zeal, be enthusiastic in spirit, serve the Lord. 12:12 Rejoice in hope, endure in suffering, persist in prayer. 12:13 Contribute to the needs of the saints, pursue hospitality. 12:14 Bless those who persecute you, bless and do not curse. 12:15 Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. 12:16 Live in harmony with one another; do not be haughty but associate with the lowly. Do not be conceited. 12:17 Do not repay anyone evil for evil; consider what is good before all people. 12:18 If possible, so far as it depends on you, live peaceably with all people. 12:19 Do not avenge yourselves, dear friends, but give place to God’s wrath, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay,” says the Lord. 12:20 Rather, if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him a drink; for in doing this you will be heaping burning coals on his head. 12:21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. - Romans 12:9-21

Abstinence from unplanned time.

  • The one thing, the only thing, i can do impulsively is write something on my todo list.
  • The one thing, the only thing, i can do off plan is recovery, something to maintain my sobriety, when tempted. I have come to believe that it is more important to maintain sobriety than to get things done.

Abstinence from relying on self. AA Big Book says to rely on God. Quoted in my bookmarks : scroll down to "AA Big Book on fears : relying on God not self-reliance:"

:) ci
:) start Instant Boss
:) v task
:) cl
:) time log
:) quiet time
:-( 11am pa phone mtg, could have done it while driving
:) sort tasks
:) *capture all * tasks here
j task, skip
prj task, skip
brk: p job, call mon
*brk: *unemp pend
*brk: *dom f
brk: trm r
:) brk: dcu rf
brk: log c.s.l & j
brk: sw
brk: *kal fafsa
brk: crit art
client o
pud disk install - bill4 - 15 min
:) :) :) :) brk: pool - 30min :D

*lc sign form
*pud raid - 4 hrs
pud av i - 5 hours
*g wrk - 4hrs

*tx - 4hrs
*nativ - 20 min
pu wrk - iDev - 2hrs
bill client ku - 30min
kuf wrk - recontact - 15 min
later: ht task
:) put away clothes
:) reflection
:) pre-plan tmrw

1:00pm :
It's been 01days 00hrs 11min since i last got distracted (18min 12:27-12:49pm 5/31 alanon)
It's been 01days 00hrs 11min since i last went on an off-plan bender >15min (18min 12:27-12:49pm 5/31 alanon)
It's been 05days 20hrs 21min since i last went on an off-plan bender >1hr (1hr 30min, 3:09-4:39pm 5/25 youtube q; abs his: 13,1,1,5,6 old-new)
It's been 08days 10hrs 19min since i last went on an off-plan bender >2hrs (2hrs 43min, 11:58pm-02:41am 5/22-23 qtweb; abs his: 5,14,8,6)
It's been 22days 10hrs 16min since i last went on an off-plan bender >3hrs (3hrs 14min, 11:30pm-02:44am 5/8-9 raid work binge, abs his: 25,14; corrected 5/24).
It's been 67 days since i last went on an off-plan bender >4hrs (6hrs on 3/25).
It's been >67 days since i last went on an off-plan bender >6hrs (6hrs on 3/25).
It's been 203 days since i last went on an off-plan bender >1day
It's been ~303 days since i last went on an off-plan bender >1week
It's been 42days 14hrs 07min since i last relied on self. (abs his: 14)

THINGS I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER

not spent an hour searching for videos on youtube.
been more effective before 6pm.
Not gotten overwhelmed.

THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR (everything i "did well" comes from god, either thru gifts he's given me or the way he's transformed me)

I accepted Jesus forgiveness and was able to move on to serve God, my family, and others.
I cleaned out some done tasks from my tasks list, and organized it.
Washer, dryer, ac, car are all now fixed.
Day Counts.
I put sobriety / recovery first and it paid off.
relat w k

the touch of the master's hand: http://procrastinators-anonymous.org/node/1898#comment-27748

fall down seven times, get up eight - japanese proverb

bookmarks

riddled's Saturday ToDos

05:00
get up, morning routine
turn calendars
email: delete 25 old ones while searching some address in one of the mails

06:00
find H.'s address
look up train tickets

07:00
book train tickets, note down all information you might need later
online banking

continue inventory

08:00
file away/throw away some papers
continue inventory

09:00
dress properly (and rainproof, too :( )
leave for private coaching in time

10:00 - 13:30
give private coaching

13:30 - 15:00
grocery shopping
drive home
store away food
hang up rain clothing

15:00
mail B about train
research birthday present for A.

16:00
some more birthday present research (shouldn't have taken so long :( )
eat something

17:00
inventory some more

later:

inventory some more
reading up on rental agreement
get winter duvet from clothesline & store away

Saturday

Thanks Mole!

  • readings
  • b
  • s
  • read report
  • tidy
  • read report
  • email 
  • f r
  • m r
  • a r
  • m r
  • j r 
  • j r
  • a r 
  • s r 
  • o r 
  • n r
  • d r
  • dinner 
  • start r edit 2 hours
  • ask m re m
  • txt m ticket
  • skype d

 

Mole's check in

8 cafe text L 

8.45 Ph bread

9.30 -12.30 write with poms 

lunch

2-3.30 prov

4 pick up papers 

Work with S on assignment 3 poms

5.30 declutterr assess.

meal

relax

check in

bed by 11

THINGS I DID WELL TODAY

THINGS I COULD HAVE DONE BETTER

THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR