I have noticed after reading many posts here that most of you people are what I would call high-functioning procrastinators.
Many of you are working on a PhD. I never dared to do this. Writing my masters thesis was a real nightmare for me. A PhD was just too big for me.
Many of you are able to live as a freelancer, self-employed. The level of self-control I can muster up was barely sufficient to live as an employee. I am unemployed for more than four years.
There are some people which have posted here that they are about to become homeless. Only with these people I feel a connection. I clearly know that the only thing which prevents me from homelessness is the saved money I still have. I really do not know what I will do when I have spent this money. I am suicidal for years.
That is why I envy most of you people. You are able to function at a level which I will never achieve.