Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.
Thank you Elvira, I am feeling better now (good prayers work!)
I was helped by HP today, really made a conscious effort to keep contact with him and pray my requests. I used the 10-minute chunk method to get an article written and to find a job. So made some progress, even if it's only a small amount.
Catching up with what I hoped to do at the weekend:
Post M & C's parcel
Deliver SIL's birthday present
More steps towards getting my hats put away:
finish making labels
put at least one in a labelled box labelled and filled two boxes! But I have hats I need to photograph yet.
Plus
today's stint at dismantling the raised flowerbed only one row of slabs today - it's getting physically harder as I go down, with further to lift and an ever-higher proportion of rubble to shift. Just two more layers to go, though!
In deep depression. Got very late start today. Feel oppressed and depressed, and resentful at family members for not helping me, though they helped with a smaller bill. I need my Higher Power to help me with the resentment I feel towards them for afflicting me with these issues. The issue of pressure/demand is strong in my life. And so I avoid, put off, under"be" and live far below what I'm capable of ... subconscious needs to not outshine them, the stars who raised me who always sought to be #1 and right about everything to my own detriment and sense of self. I am angry that I live like this while they sit pretty.
Today is "SMALL CHUNK DAY."
I have finally realized that my big daily goals get me nowhere. They consist of small chunks, and the small chunks need to be used. I must be present with one chunk at a time and shut all the rest out. I can do one small chunk, and it's good enough. I can always start another chunk right after if it matters that much to me. But only small chunks will do. Nothing more.
Watched TV until 2 am last night and then had trouble getting up.
At my desk at 11:30 am but spent an hour surfing the net.
Saw my client on Friday and he expects me to finish my work by tuesday, even though it's a long weekend here in Canada. His wife (the owner) says that if I don't have time then I don't have to make the time.
The super is coming to my apartment on Tuesday so I spent a bit of time cleaning up. Still need to spend about an hour when I get home from work.
I've got 4 hours to work on my client's stuff before I go in to my part-time job.
Work for afternoon:
Check email and only answer ones from DP and my client.
Review client work and make plan to do it in chunks of time.(partly complete)
Evening - Recycle, wash kitchen floor, make up calendar for August, possibly 1 to 2 hours client work. I have an appointmentat 11 am tomorrow and I must leave here around 9:30 am to take public transit so it's okay if I work until 1 or 2 am.
have been "stuck" with several items and have every "justified excuse" in the book. So lame even to me and going deeper and deeper into fear, shame, paralysis, etc. Truth is I need to be humble enough to ask for help.
Vien-6-August
MORNING
ONGOING
- "A procrastinator's work is never done."
chick CI
got some things done, willing attitude, doing better at mindfulness
almost b'day resolutions:
reach out to others more
more self care and tidying
gratitude
believing things are possible
limits to work hours
((LaVida))
Sorry to hear you're so down. Praying for you again.
re: ((LaVida))
Thank you Elvira, I am feeling better now (good prayers work!)
I was helped by HP today, really made a conscious effort to keep contact with him and pray my requests. I used the 10-minute chunk method to get an article written and to find a job. So made some progress, even if it's only a small amount.
Thanks again, hope you are well :)
elvira's evening
Catching up with what I hoped to do at the weekend:
ost M & C's parcelDeliver SIL's birthday presentMore steps towards getting my hats put away:
finish making labelsput at least one in a labelled boxlabelled and filled two boxes! But I have hats I need to photograph yet.Plus
today's stint at dismantling the raised flowerbedonly one row of slabs today - it's getting physically harder as I go down, with further to lift and an ever-higher proportion of rubble to shift. Just two more layers to go, though!put the rubbish outtila - Mon
Had a restful weekend, now time to catch up.
dinner, wkly meal planmailPH- v/qSF, WA, dr's officeLaVida Checkin Mon. 8/6
In deep depression. Got very late start today. Feel oppressed and depressed, and resentful at family members for not helping me, though they helped with a smaller bill. I need my Higher Power to help me with the resentment I feel towards them for afflicting me with these issues. The issue of pressure/demand is strong in my life. And so I avoid, put off, under"be" and live far below what I'm capable of ... subconscious needs to not outshine them, the stars who raised me who always sought to be #1 and right about everything to my own detriment and sense of self. I am angry that I live like this while they sit pretty.
Today is "SMALL CHUNK DAY."
I have finally realized that my big daily goals get me nowhere. They consist of small chunks, and the small chunks need to be used. I must be present with one chunk at a time and shut all the rest out. I can do one small chunk, and it's good enough. I can always start another chunk right after if it matters that much to me. But only small chunks will do. Nothing more.
My Day Today
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone and online meetings, and my life.
I want to thank movingalong for starting this trend.
Things I have done today
1. Went to the 5:45 a.m. telephone ACA meeting2. Went to a little bit of the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting3. Went to my appointment at 9 a.m.4. Got my book from the library5. Took a nap6. Ate breakfast7. Cooked and ate lunchThings I will do today'
1. Wash dishes
2. Take shower
3. Get dressed
4. Clear tables
5. Put away clothes
6. Fix dinner
7. Go to work at 5:30 p.m.
8. Eat dinner
9. Clear the chair
10. Clear the floor
11. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
12. Start my Sixth Step
Thanks for letting me share
clement ci--130pm "phone" bookend
can't use the phone here.
for my action commitment of quiet time--i read the bible.
"ask and you will receive" which was helpful / comforting.
took action on 2 of my MITs today.
so pretty good. better than all last week :)
fall down seven times, get up eight - japanese proverb
Innertruth's check-in
Have procrastinated badly this weekend.
Watched TV until 2 am last night and then had trouble getting up.
At my desk at 11:30 am but spent an hour surfing the net.
Saw my client on Friday and he expects me to finish my work by tuesday, even though it's a long weekend here in Canada. His wife (the owner) says that if I don't have time then I don't have to make the time.
The super is coming to my apartment on Tuesday so I spent a bit of time cleaning up. Still need to spend about an hour when I get home from work.
I've got 4 hours to work on my client's stuff before I go in to my part-time job.
Work for afternoon:
Check email and only answer ones from DP and my client.
Review client work and make plan to do it in chunks of time.(partly complete)
Evening -
Recycle, wash kitchen floor, make up calendar for August, possibly 1 to 2 hours client work. I have an appointmentat 11 am tomorrow and I must leave here around 9:30 am to take public transit so it's okay if I work until 1 or 2 am.Before bed - task list for Tuesday.
Vic 8/6
Show up (done), calender
have been "stuck" with several items and have every "justified excuse" in the book. So lame even to me and going deeper and deeper into fear, shame, paralysis, etc. Truth is I need to be humble enough to ask for help.
Hypatia's check-in
lovely picture
My day today
write up phone callstoday's reporttalk to surgeone-mailsh.