Newbie knows procrastination is addiction
Hi, I'm a newbie.
And procrastination is ruining my life. Procrastination or avoidance. I can do plenty of hard enough tasks. I even have a PhD...in Math. And my work is not easy.
But I can't handle the ones I NEED to do to save my life. And I will lie and cheat to avoid coming clean. I seem to want to pick and choose.
Finances, taxes, anything to do with what is just plain hard to do. And anything to do with planning.
Procrastination and avoidance are ruining my life. My wife will leave me, my kids will leave me, I will be bankrupt (not a good thing for a banker) just because I avoid it all. I've come so close to the brink and it's just plain easy to go over.
So I am praying this site will help. Microbursts. 12 steps. I want to start now.
I am a professional procrastinator and I am a major messup. I can have it all but I will lose it all. What a messup.