Today I mismanaged my time, like I usually do, and ended up costing my team in my class some points. I was responsible for submitting this thing that I submitted two hours late. It is now 2:50, my statistics homework isn't done, I have two assignments that haven't been completed due tomorrow, and to catcu up, I will, again, have to skip my accounting class. I won't be docked points, because clickers are on wednesday, but I am going to fall even further behind.
I have been insanely depressed since my procrastination has costed me four test grades, in which I got 3 Cs and an F. I have (had) a 3.75 GPA, and my self destructive ways have, once again, done me in. So much for law school or grad school I suppose. Another opportunity pissed away. There is honestly only so much of this I can take. I am sick, an addict, and need help. I procrastinated this morning and I was 20 minutes late for church too. Forgot to mention that one. I am too tired, depressed, and I feel too hopeless to even make a list for tomorrow, but fuck it. I'll do it anyway.