Hi, my name is Jacob. I joined this site about a week ago, but things are starting to get really bad. They've always been this bad, but I guess things are starting to surface. I failed two tests this week that I should have passed, but I studied for them the day I took them. I have another test in my core subject that I, again, am going to have to study for tomorrow (the day of the test). I was so upset that I falied the test that I was having very dark thoughts about how to handle it. You see, procrastination has ruined my life for as long as I can remember and I seem to be addicted to doing it. I feel out of control and helpless. I am ready to stop. I can't let it ruin my life anymore, but I am realizing that I can't do this alone. After doing some research, I also learned that people actually contemplate suicide over problems procrastinating, and that my assumption that people aren't experiencing as much agony about it as I am is false. I'm ready to take my life to places that I can't take it with this haunting me, and I am ready to change. Dunno how i'm gonna do it. but just me being on this site is a step in the right direction. Any feedback would be great. After wasting the entire day, I knew that I had to log onto this site and make my first post. I am sick and tired of it.