For those on PA and other programs - how do you handle feeling paraylzed between them?
I have other habits besides procrastination that I'm working on changing. Underearning is one of them. Being codependent is another.
This morning as I'm chugging along, the phone rings. Answering machine picks up, and it's the temporary agency I work the most for.
Part of me says "call her NOW, you NEED the money." Another part says "You need the money, but what about the other things you have planned for looking at a STEADY part time/full time job, etc., which you need more. Clarity is the key word today, remember?" Yet another part says "You have all these other things to get to do today, get busy."
Am I procrastinating because I'm not calling her back ASAP? She may want me for something today, she may not.
I don't expect any of this to be easy since I'm just starting out, but I feel more paralyzed when I question myself than I feel like I'm advancing.
I found out a few minutes ago that I may not have the house to myself for long. I can never accomplish anything when Mom and Dad are home. I will be gone most of the night tonight, until around 10 PM. I have to close everything down and restart the computer for an antivirus update.
I feel frustrated and paralyzed right now.