Since starting to utilized this site a couple of weeks ago a lot of things have been going through my head. First off, coming to terms w/ the fact that procrastination is an addiction has been paramount to my understanding how to get "clean". Secondly, I realize how fricken hard it's going to be for me to get clean because really, I'm like an recoving alcoholic who goes to the bar while trying to stay clean.
Everyday, I come to office where my computer sits and it's all wired up to surf the net (my greatest procrastination tool). I realized that I'm putting myself in a position to fail just by coming to work everyday. Why would a recovering addict still go to the bar?
Ultimately, I'm going to have to turn my "bar" into something else, without quiting my job (not realistic right now). Is this really possible? I guess I'm the one I have to convince on this one.
Just a thought.