Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.
Wednesday 5th March 2014
Wednesday 5th March 2014
Today I can start where I am.
Mind clear as water.
Leave guilt behind.
Take a step.
Mind clear as water.
Leave guilt behind.
Take a step.
Thank you to PA member "Chickadee"
for the above image and words!
for the above image and words!
I can start over
where I am,
and work,
rather than feeling guilty.
I will take this
one step at a time.
-- PA member "kromer"
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Vic 3.5.14
Maint. basics, exer, plan, follow through, use tools that work
Bring the body and the mind will follow. AA slogan For me, I can only practise that slogan here because doning anything else would be too complicated and impossible right now. I no longer have an "offciial sponsor" , etc.,, etc and was starting to feel guilty, etc. but thax for starter moving and Kromer to remember "I can start over where I am,and work,rather than feeling guilty.
I will take this one step at a time."
KF Check in Weds 5th March 11:30
I am terrified. (1) Lost beyond words. My DH is downstairs working from home and I have not acheived a single useful thing in the time he's been working ( just under 4 hours) except maybe 15 min of long-overdue washing up. My heart feels broken because I don't really know who I am. How can living in a constant state of more or less worry, more or less guilt, more or less emptiness because I don't feel connected to my own life anymore be better than just getting on with things? It isn't. But it's what I am wading through. I cannot even write things on my list because I do not believe I will do them. I cannot see a future which contains that action.
I will post things one a time. It's the only way. There's no best thing, or right thing. *Anything* will have to do today.
(1) that's a weird word to use, but I must have a reason to use it. Fear is here all the time. I am not being chased by an animal - just my own guilt and to-do list.
Today I have:
Invoicing@ Knitfisher
Solidarity dear knitfisher. Hang in there- the fear and anziety are so hard to handle. I wish you peace. All we can do is a little step at a time-sometimes the big pictures iss so overwhelming. You are not alone. Keep coming back. I am thinking of you and sending (((hugs))) xo
@ Jalla
Thanks. I am a bit up and down at the moment, but I think this is because I am trying to deal with things now rather than push them to one side. Mentally as well as task-related.
My Day Today
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, and my life.
I want to thank movingalong for starting this trend.
Thing I have done today
Went to the 5:55 a.m. telephone ACA meetingThings I will do today
1. Go to the 6:45 a.m. telephone OA meeting2. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting
3. Cook and eat breakfast
4. Take shower
5. Get dressed
6. Take some stuff out of my storage unit to give away, throw away, and sell
7. Go to the 1:30 p.m. telephone UA meeting8. Call the pharmacy to check and see if the medicine has been filled
9. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
10. Cook and eat dinner
11. Go to get my mail
12. Clear up my tables
13. Go through my papers
14. Go to the 6:45 p.m. telephone OA meeting
15. Go to the 7:40 p.m. telephone CLA activity line
16. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
17. Go to the 9 p.m. telephone OA meeting
18. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting
19. Go to the 9:30 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
Thanks for letting me share
Wednesday
5:50 am. Let's just do the lab.
This has been a bad week. After spending some good time on Saturday getting a ring and hanging out with friends, I spent Saturday night researching magic. Studied all Sunday. Then Monday I just met with my friend and played video games all day and night procrastinating. Tuesday I went to school but missed a class and failed a midterm and now I'm working on the assignment that I'll hand in a day late. :(
My Wednesday
Job interviewDrop off flyers to NY and nearby cc(weon't let me post there)Update PaypalReview cover lettersRunHand laundryCleaningWednesday
Thank you so much for the lovely inspiring threadstarter again today movingalong( and Chickadee and Kromer!). Just what I needed to read this morning! Thank -you!xo
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