my failures have found me out
I've known for some time that I have been failing to keep up with my workload, mostly in the area of writing client reports.
One area of the departments work has been closely monitored for the last few months due to a failed government inspection last year (not just my fault). The monitoring has of course revealed my failures, and it puts the bosses in a difficult position because they are due to report to the government inspectors again shortly. And now I've been called in by my managers to get myself sorted out. They were supportive but firm which is all I can ask. I haven't got the courage yet to confess how much of a problem the rest of my work is. We do have a workable initial action plan.
What really frustrates me is that I was in this mess last year, but had a very good reason (severe depression following the death of my husband). With help I got it all sorted out, and now I'm in exactly the same mess. I'm just freaking out here.
I'm frightened even to post a plan on here, because the last one I posted I completely failed to follow. At the moment I think I'm just looking for moral support while i try to pick my life up yet again