Thanks to Hooch for suggesting I post this here.
I feel some hesitation in writing this, worried about feeling 'exposed' or being self indulgent, or constantly failing.
But I've read what others have written and those uncomfortable feelings don't matter - what matters is I progress in one way or another and don't give up!
I have one big creative project to do right now, and the fact that I should have finished it ages ago brings me here :-)
It's 5 x animations and at times it's been very rewarding but mostly I've avoided it, and allowed the difficulties (it's all new to me so I have lots to learn!) to stop me in my tracks.
I've done an excellent job of avoiding it for the past month or so... but even that takes time and energy and ultimately it's not working for me!
I've already been paid for the animations so I either need to *finish* them or give up and pay all the money back!!
I *think* I can do it and I *think* I will feel fantastic if I do.. but I need some help to progress so here we go!