March 18 -March 31 (14 days)

I'm going to look back a month from now and regret my choices if I continue this path I am living. I am going to look back a year from now and think to myself, " I could be thin, I could have more college credits done, and I could be closer to graduating." And a decade from now and think, "Oh my god... I'm 30 yrs old with hardly any accomplishments... I didn't finish med school like I promise I would.... "

The time is done to stop the stupidity that I am living, and live like a robot where the choices of procrastination doesn't exist. I have to go to work (day-job... not college) pretty soon, but I'll tell you what, I just procrastinated like the past 5 days.... I am procrastinating so much.... it's going to destroy my goals and lead me to a deep depression that I can control. At least, if I really force myself to control.

I'm not leaving March until I have test Math 3 and 4 done. Until I am a week-ahead in my writing course, and I am exactly where I am suppose to be in Economics. I'm going to lose at least 5 lbs by the end of the month (I'll check my weight tomorrow). It's all in my control. I am going to run for an hour a day as well.

Sleeping, food, and youtube, are all fun until I look at the clock and the hand is right back, instead of P.M it's A.M.

I promise to myself that I will get my goals accomplish. I promise to this internet, forum, and everyone else. If I can't keep this promise, then I am a horrible human being who can't keep her word.

As a reward if I can kill my procrastination, I am going to get that piercing I always wanted. More closer to June though.

I am lucky that my life isn't completely fixable, but that's because I am still young, I didn't do the "stupid" things that some people do, and I manage to come up with the goods. But I'm barely living... I'm just living. This life should be so wonderful, living the dream... my problems are very little.... I have to fix the music, and get to work.