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Last 10 days have gone in a bad direction. I'm back to overeating, overspending, shifting between not practicing at all and last minute binge practicing, my house is a mess, my sleep routine sucks and I haven't excercised for a week or so. I can feel my mind slipping into zombie mode, and every day becomes a series of dull motions to go through.
It's hard to tell what came first: The bad mood or the bad habits, but either way, I'll try and turn this thing around.
Edit: Will try and change my sleep routine for the better instad. Goonight y'all.
OK, so far not a great day...I really over-planned for yesterday, with the result that I didn't nearly get through my list, and feel really behind already.
And, I was late to work today (combo of over-sleeping and horrible luck with buses/trains), so that doesn't feel good either.
OK, well I'm going to try to make a reasonable list for today and do my best:
*He staining of slides I sectioned yesterday, eval. morph. (working on this now)
*Check on expts
*Do script
*Plan for girl's group, shop
*Finish working on ctrl for MK expts, email MK
*Organize my slides to stage
*Email about social events
Done: up, breakfast, shower, dressed and at desk by 8.30
To do:
Read G thesis 4*20 min very interesting and useful stuff
Lunch with A
Work on abstract for C conf 3*20 min I did put in 3*20 min although not a lot of writing. Better than nothing and will continue tomorrow.
Email re M stove and received a response!
Find Z papers and research min amount started
Research STS 1 hour
Wait until 6 p.m. for ID and C sites Not even finding this difficult to do despite the fact that it has been my favourite way to procrastinate for the last few months. Strange.
Respond to M! (who responded right away to the email I had dreaded writing for months...)
Write to ME
Watch Super Tues coverage!
More thesis work today so more challenging than yesterday, but I am hopeful that I can stick to it more or less.
I want to feel better about how I use my time, today, than how I used it yesterday. So:
I choose accomplishment in reality over escape, today, particularly in these ways:
I choose to postpone doing any online puzzles or playing any online games until between 21:30 and 22:00--I know that doing even one, before that, is one too many, because one almost never feels like enough. I choose to do my non-fiction listening only before 22:00, and only during chores or exercise or travel before 18:00.
:-( I choose to do my fiction listening only between 18:00 and 22:00 and during chores or exercise or travel or project progress. (I chose to ignore this contraint.)
:-( I choose to read fiction by eye only between 20:00 and 22:00. (I chose to ignore this constraint.)
:-( I choose to experience silence after 22:00. I encourage myself to be in bed by midnight, even if the lights aren't out. I want to feel rested and energetic when I wake up, tomorrow! I want to enjoy at least three hours of morning, IN the late morning, rather than the small hours! (I chose to ignore this constraint.)
Key:
Done or Done Enough--I CELEBRATE THESE!:
In Progress--I take encouragement from these!:
Not How I Planned: :-(
****These are important!**** uw ld laundry check-in/bookending/conditions lead the V request 08:00 meeting more chapter checklist work shower, wash hair, etc aim to be ready to lv for appt by 1:00
re-call re beet juice availability?
clean bathroom sink
handwash dbr & 1 set braces
try oxy bleach on scarf
load dishwasher use balancer 15 min. Qi Gong 10 min clearout progress (not timed, but did a little paper recycling and some kitchen sink work)
****These Are a GOOD Idea!**** submit timecard
cook something! (g-g?)
ins. claim filing progress
journal re car maintenance timing
journal re vacation planning nxt acts
tax data entry progress!
order new uw
****I'd Be Glad to have Done These****
practice Havi Brooks' Shiva Nata, etc
take some time for photography?
paper s/s/t progress/neatening
email s/s/t progress
photo s/s/t progress anti-virus scan
dream scenes sketching progress
listen to dance performance music
listen to more of The Silent Speaker
consider next audiobook purchases
consider possible date activities
make progress on Tai Chi notes
water front bed, do 5 min weeding
update calendar & clearout goal order auxiliary hard disk for backups
Today I want to be serene even tho there is much to do!
Breakfst
R call
A call
C call Voicework Lunch
Ask J re: groceries
Sus plan to SS Microburst the KC report Pay bills File expenses if there's still time
Check on HSA2011 Dinner Meeting
Relax 30 minutes
Bed
I am setting a new healthy boundary for me: no electronics in bed. I have always taken my Iphone to bed for limited gaming but found that I do fight sleep to continue playing, which is addict behavior I wasn't willing to face. But now I have an iPad and the problem ramped way up: last two nights I went to bed before 10 but stayed up playing until 3 a.m. one night, 1 a.m. last night. That's no way to recover, so asking HP to help me resist the beginning.
Slept well without dreams and woke at 7.30 feeling tired but not exhausted. I need a little time to get used to having my life back, no operation and I am OK to get on with any exercise, travel or whatever I want. It is a bit of a good shock.
I'm going to take it easy today.
Done:
Up prayer and reflection
Checked emails and posts
Todo:
Rest, think, relax take it easy
Constructive realistic planning
Wash up and sort out some food in freezer
A little admin if I feel like it
Done:
Above and a friend came round and we talked for a while. He gave me two A3 prints of photos I had taken and I was amazed at how good they looked.
Also I've written my journal and prayed and reflected on things.
Thanks journey - I am grateful that I won't be spending the summer waiting for an operation and all the hastle and recovery etc. I can get on with my life.
Shower :)
Shiva Nata :)
FP :)
Prayer time :)
Take 1 rice out of freezer, 1 sandwich to work :)
Before work - Switch off bathroom light, put mug/glass in dishwasher
More tape on parcel
Post cloth
Buy plunger?
Set up SOs to friends
MUST pay 20 to 0300 7909901 - check bank first
Research cont
Call S Uren re leak
Write down money spent
Clicks/freerice
Label emails I need to catch up on & reply to one
Start on story for website
New card no for DDs
Do a bit on gas charity app
Ocado inc shampoo, bin bags, kitchen paper, bathroom cleaner
Plan counselling
Counselling 7pm
Start on post backlog (card arrived from court?)
Start looking for tax papers
Look for Windows disk
Clear table
MAKE PEOPLE TEA (shh - it's a proxy)
Tomorrow's list
Email self tomorrow's list
-- Metaphor Mouse! Because playlists are better than tasklists.
Thanks to everyone at/in P-A, for being a part of this fellowship.
HP prayer/yoga
post check in
walk dogs
shower
Uni
J's birthday present: wrap and post
print tickets
get D's passport form signed sealed and delivered!
take dogs out when I get home
prepare dinner
meeting if I have time, otherwise do step work
set aside time to visualise getting pesentation done
make outline plan for research
Thirteen (unlucky for some) items there, I'm sure there's a few more that I'm leaving out, like doing a ten minute tidy-up of my living room... But already I feel more focused and energised, in other words prepared. Today I want to be more consistent and follow through.
Felt so positive this morning, must try to write another tdl tonight (I used 'evernote' on my smartphone...)
Had a fairly interesting day: realised (not for the first time) that I don't do 'stress' very well, I don't express myself very well when I'm upset, and I have a tendency to get frustrated with people who I feel are misunderstanding me or putting unrealistic expectations on me.
All good. Need to remember my HP is available to me, but I forget!!!!! Will set my intention for tomorrow accordingly (remember to connect regularly and frequently with my HP).
katia evening list
Hello friends! Making a little list to make sure I get something done tonite.
Things to do
-Email tutor
-Look at optics hw #2
-Read optics ch #1
-Break down writing assignment
Vic 3-6-12
Show up (done), calender, basics
Today is a new day and a new start to change the things I can.
Worked all day but does not "feel" like I did anything. one deadline is monthlyphone bill due today.
Thanks PA for a place/way I can
"show up"
Steppin CI
Last 10 days have gone in a bad direction. I'm back to overeating, overspending, shifting between not practicing at all and last minute binge practicing, my house is a mess, my sleep routine sucks and I haven't excercised for a week or so. I can feel my mind slipping into zombie mode, and every day becomes a series of dull motions to go through.
It's hard to tell what came first: The bad mood or the bad habits, but either way, I'll try and turn this thing around.
Edit: Will try and change my sleep routine for the better instad. Goonight y'all.
kromer 11:50 CI
OK, so far not a great day...I really over-planned for yesterday, with the result that I didn't nearly get through my list, and feel really behind already.
And, I was late to work today (combo of over-sleeping and horrible luck with buses/trains), so that doesn't feel good either.
OK, well I'm going to try to make a reasonable list for today and do my best:
*
He staining of slides I sectioned yesterday, eval. morph. (working on this now)*Check on expts
*Do script
*
Plan for girl's group, shop*Finish working on ctrl for MK expts, email MK
*Organize my slides to stage
*Email about social events
*Call about checks, credit card and donation
Starting w/ girls grp planning + work on control.
marcelor check-in at 8.40
Done: up, breakfast, shower, dressed and at desk by 8.30
To do:
Read G thesis 4*20 minvery interesting and useful stuffLunch with A
Work on abstract for C conf 3*20 minI did put in 3*20 min although not a lot of writing. Better than nothing and will continue tomorrow.Email re M stoveand received a response!Find Z papers and research min amountstartedResearch STS 1 hour
Wait until 6 p.m. for ID and C sitesNot even finding this difficult to do despite the fact that it has been my favourite way to procrastinate for the last few months. Strange.Respond to M! (who responded right away to the email I had dreaded writing for months...)
Write to ME
Watch Super Tues coverage!
More thesis work today so more challenging than yesterday, but I am hopeful that I can stick to it more or less.
wrkinprogrss: 03/06/12
Hi, All--good wishes for your day!
I want to feel better about how I use my time, today, than how I used it yesterday. So:
I choose accomplishment in reality over escape, today, particularly in these ways:
:-( I choose to do my fiction listening only between 18:00 and 22:00 and during chores or exercise or travel or project progress. (I chose to ignore this contraint.)
:-( I choose to read fiction by eye only between 20:00 and 22:00. (I chose to ignore this constraint.)
:-( I choose to experience silence after 22:00. I encourage myself to be in bed by midnight, even if the lights aren't out. I want to feel rested and energetic when I wake up, tomorrow! I want to enjoy at least three hours of morning, IN the late morning, rather than the small hours! (I chose to ignore this constraint.)
****These are important!****
uw ld laundry
check-in/bookending/conditions
lead the V request
08:00 meeting
more chapter checklist work
shower, wash hair, etc
aim to be ready to lv for appt by 1:00
use balancer
15 min. Qi Gong
10 min clearout progress (not timed, but did a little paper recycling and some kitchen sink work)
re-call re beet juice availability?
clean bathroom sink
handwash dbr & 1 set braces
try oxy bleach on scarf
load dishwasher
****These Are a GOOD Idea!****
submit timecard
anti-virus scan
order auxiliary hard disk for backups
cook something! (g-g?)
ins. claim filing progress
journal re car maintenance timing
journal re vacation planning nxt acts
tax data entry progress!
order new uw
****I'd Be Glad to have Done These****
practice Havi Brooks' Shiva Nata, etc
take some time for photography?
paper s/s/t progress/neatening
email s/s/t progress
photo s/s/t progress
dream scenes sketching progress
listen to dance performance music
listen to more of The Silent Speaker
consider next audiobook purchases
consider possible date activities
make progress on Tai Chi notes
water front bed, do 5 min weeding
update calendar & clearout goal
Journey 11:30
Posted a huge long post including todo list and lost it. Oh well, I'm not retyping it, but I'll wave hello and get back to work!
"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better." - Samuel Beckett
Innertruth's 11 am check-in
Need to get my life back on track and out of the miserable rut I've been in.
Task list:
Talk to sister re apartment
Telephone calls:
MD, career counsellor, Rob M, OHA contact, Wayne, Salina, Lisa (LI)
Organize jobs
Apply to at least 3 jobs / jobs with deadline before March 13
Check-in and bursts
Evening:
Run, buy cards & TP at SDM
Make dinner
Call Roseanne
Write newsletter
1 hour clean-up
Vaskaat 6 March
-1 Shower
-2 Brush teeth
-3 Review purchase
-4 Lunch with J, 1430
-5 Job search (~10 minutes)
-6 Volunteer search
-7 Hist Soc?
-8 Practise chanter
-9 Pet care
-10 Pick up groceries
-11 Store brownies for L, JM, etc.
More to come...
- "A procrastinator's work is never done."
Agnus check-in
Today I want to be serene even tho there is much to do!
Breakfst
VoiceworkR call
A call
C call
Lunch
Microburst the KC reportAsk J re: groceries
Sus plan to SS
Pay bills
File expenses if there's still timeCheck on HSA2011
Dinner
MeetingRelax 30 minutes
Bed
I am setting a new healthy boundary for me: no electronics in bed. I have always taken my Iphone to bed for limited gaming but found that I do fight sleep to continue playing, which is addict behavior I wasn't willing to face. But now I have an iPad and the problem ramped way up: last two nights I went to bed before 10 but stayed up playing until 3 a.m. one night, 1 a.m. last night. That's no way to recover, so asking HP to help me resist the beginning.
"My boundaries enclose a pleasant land." Psalm 16
My Day Today
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone and online meetings, and my life.
Things I will do today
1. Go to the 5:45 a.m. telephone ACA meeting2. Go to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meeting3. Go to the 7:30 a,m. telephone PA meeting4. Test my blood sugar after fasting5. Eat breakfast6. Take shower
7. Get dressed
8. Get my magazines ready9. Go to the place where I can drop off the bags, magazines, and soap
10. Go get my eyeglasses
11. Go to the 12 noon telephone ACA meeting12. Go to the 1 p.m. telephone CLA activity line13. Eat lunch14. Go to the 3 p.m. telephone DA meeting15. Test my blood sugar two hours after lunch16. Cook dinner
17. Eat dinner18. Sort the storage box19. Opening up mail
20. Go to the 7 p.m. telephone OA meeting21. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting22. Go to the 9 p.m. online EA meeting23. Go to the 9:30 p.m. telephone CLA activity line24. Do numbers
Thanks for letting me share
Rexroth Check In 10.23
Thanks for starting the thread lennon.
Slept well without dreams and woke at 7.30 feeling tired but not exhausted. I need a little time to get used to having my life back, no operation and I am OK to get on with any exercise, travel or whatever I want. It is a bit of a good shock.
I'm going to take it easy today.
Done:
Up prayer and reflection
Checked emails and posts
Todo:
Rest, think, relax take it easy
Constructive realistic planning
Wash up and sort out some food in freezer
A little admin if I feel like it
That will do for now
Rexroth
Rexroth Check Out 23.23
Done:
Above and a friend came round and we talked for a while. He gave me two A3 prints of photos I had taken and I was amazed at how good they looked.
Also I've written my journal and prayed and reflected on things.
and so to bed and sleep
Night Rexroth
good news Rex!
"Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better." - Samuel Beckett
Thanks journey
Thanks journey - I am grateful that I won't be spending the summer waiting for an operation and all the hastle and recovery etc. I can get on with my life.
Regards Rexroth
Lucky's playlist
5
Pill
Shower :)










Shiva Nata :)
FP :)
Prayer time :)
Take 1 rice out of freezer, 1 sandwich to work :)
Before work - Switch off bathroom light, put mug/glass in dishwasher
More tape on parcel
Post cloth
Buy plunger?
Set up SOs to friends
MUST pay 20 to 0300 7909901 - check bank first
Research cont
Call S Uren re leak
Write down money spent
Clicks/freerice
Label emails I need to catch up on & reply to one
Start on story for website
New card no for DDs
Do a bit on gas charity app
Ocado inc shampoo, bin bags, kitchen paper, bathroom cleaner
Plan counselling
Counselling 7pm
Start on post backlog (card arrived from court?)
Start looking for tax papers
Look for Windows disk
Clear table
MAKE PEOPLE TEA (shh - it's a proxy)
Tomorrow's list
Email self tomorrow's list
--
Metaphor Mouse! Because playlists are better than tasklists.
Hazyjane tuesday
Thanks to Lennon for getting the forum ready :)
Thanks to everyone at/in P-A, for being a part of this fellowship.
HP prayer/yogapost check inwalk dogsshowerUni's birthday present: wrap and postget D's passport form signedsealed and delivered!take dogs out when I get homeprepare dinnermeeting if I have time, otherwise do step workThirteen (unlucky for some) items there, I'm sure there's a few more that I'm leaving out, like doing a ten minute tidy-up of my living room... But already I feel more focused and energised, in other words prepared. Today I want to be more consistent and follow through.
Hazy's check-out
Felt so positive this morning, must try to write another tdl tonight (I used 'evernote' on my smartphone...)
Had a fairly interesting day: realised (not for the first time) that I don't do 'stress' very well, I don't express myself very well when I'm upset, and I have a tendency to get frustrated with people who I feel are misunderstanding me or putting unrealistic expectations on me.
All good. Need to remember my HP is available to me, but I forget!!!!! Will set my intention for tomorrow accordingly (remember to connect regularly and frequently with my HP).