Midterm Coming up. My thought process.
Ok PA, I have a physics of the Earth Midterm coming up this Tuesday. I have not yet started studying for it and I couldn't even finish the last assignment because I didn't know how to do it. I get lost in class and I haven't kept up.
Right now I feel like even if I do study that I will just fail anyways. I don't think there is any way that I will pass the midterm.
Then I read this blog by a fellow procrastinator on this site:
The story about talking to girls really hit home with me. I should really stop trying to avoid the thought of failure, and I should stop going on youtube and stupid forums. I think I should just accept that I will fail and try my best to fail with as high of a mark as I possibly can... if that makes any sense.
I seem to go through cycles. Cycles of time where I have good work habits and cycles where I have horrible habits. I awakened some bad habits last week (reading week) and they haven't quite left me yet. It's very important not to fall into bad habits.
This sounds very defeatist, but I'll give it a try.