New here, just checking in.
I stumbled upon the site searching on ways how to beat procrastination...
I used to be driven, motivated and inspired. Now, maybe just driven... but driven totally by fear... Fear of failure and of my perfectionism.
I feel like my life is crumbling and I won't be able to hold it together any longer. I just can't seem to get on track and only act on things when it's almost too late. I keep ending up doing things that are unimportant other than those I am supposed to do.
I really don't know what to do and there is a lot more to it.
So simple of things or tasks, yet I keep putting everything off or just can't finish. It wasn't this way before, but it keeps getting worse.
Everyday I go to work, I just keep trying to get to 6PM when I get off. Then, I tell myself I'll do better tomorrow and get my work done, do what I'm being paid for. But the next day, the same cycle happens and I just keep putting off the critical things I need to do, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day. I'm lucky to have been able to BS my way out of things up to now but cracks are showing and I am not able to cope with the burden I placed upon myself.
In my rented room, you'd see how much of a mess is in here. I set a goal to organize, get rid of things, but I never get anything done.
Anyway, I am out looking for any help I can get. And hopefully, be able to help others in the same plight.
Nice to meet you all...