Agnus's "omg-what-have-I-done-this-time" list
Sigh....I'm back. It is like seeing an old friend, complete with worrying how much older/worse I might look to them than the last time we met! Much as I hate being a bad example, I am logging on to share the disarray into which I've fallen after months without PA. It really is a "We" program. My previous participation helped me dig out of a terribly deep pit, to which I've not returned. But I'm definitely on a slippery slope. With God's help I will begin again, humbly asking Him to remove my denial that I have this terrible dis-ease of compulsive procrastination, and that it's not a cute little character defect anymore. It is a life-sucking monster that is trying to keep me focused on my own belly button, distract me from being of service to God and my fellows, and drag me down a spiraling avalanche of failures into complete uselessness.
I ain't goin'!
Thank God for this website and fellowship and program. Just from being here and reading a half-dozen posts, I already feel so much better. Here's my current backlog list:
Planning: go through these sources and add tasks to this list in their respective categories-
Notebook 1
Notebook 2
Email Inbox
Piles on left side of desk (work stuff)
Piles on right side of desk (personal stuff)
Planning: Clear work area -
Put loose papers into labeled folders
File the binders that are piled on the piano bench
Clear off the piano keyboard area
Planning: prioritize this list and plan TODAY, TOMORROW, NEXT WEEK and TWO WEEKS
PROJECT W:
report from Cin
report from Pa
webinar1 review and feedback
webinar2 - slides, talking points, presenters (who will contact whom?)
PROJECT C:
Finish re-sorting the month-by-month draft and deliver to S
Write and deliver TA report for December
Write and deliver jp site visit report
Set up jj-cmg call
Set up call with Hkids guy
Call feds
Weekly call with both
PROJECT R
TA Report for December
OIC site visit report
Call feds
Weekly call
PROJECT B
Reserve webinar platform
Confirm date for ct cmty mtng
Call board
Call DW
Call the missing-agreement sites
Write biweekly report
Write talking points for L at board meeting
Write talking points for P and me, same
Prepare handouts for board mtng (R2 training sked, 2 agreement forms)
Get clear on 211 piece and communicate
PERSONAL PROJECTS -
Get recommended new dog food
Sign TJ up for eye/heart exams
Make amends to the dog club lady
Book TJ for follow-up shots
Book TJ and Bear to new vet center to try out
Complete my application to be a patient of Dr Mora
Book myself a chiropractor appointmt
Call Loni for TJ’s photos
Complete all insurance and FSA claims for 2011
Join dog clubs
Get J on new credit union accounts
Catch up paying J’s med bills, starting with those in collections
Reconcile J’s med bills against EOBs
Enter debits
Clear paperwork backlog
Tax prep for 2011
Order gifts for L wedding and shower
Make a decision on the corporate 2008 taxes
Guess that's it for now - enough? Yeah, I think so. But of course more will be added as I wade through the papers and notebooks and email Inbox, which has regained its bad-habit status as my unofficial to-do list. Sigh. I just keep sighing....but now I am off to Chat, to begin....thank you, HP. Thank you, PA.
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ag's omg-list update
Hopefully I'll be on vacation at the half-year mark from this initial post, so just want to get a handle on where I am now, compared to January.
At the time my backlog list was:
Planning: go through these sources and add tasks to this list in their respective categories-
Notebook 1
Notebook 2
Email Inbox
Piles on left side of desk (work stuff)
Piles on right side of desk (personal stuff)
I did go through and add/sort tasks in an orderly fashion. But I never did complete Notebooks 1 and 2, and somehow nothing was ever said by the boss or client. However, it really doesn't feel good to have "gotr away with it this time" - feels like that just feeds my dis-ease. Nothing can be done about it at this point, though - the project ended over a month ago.
Then I perceived these as my priorities:
Planning: Clear work area -
Put loose papers into labeled folders
File the binders that are piled on the piano bench
Clear off the piano keyboard area
...and I did 'em (although the piano keyboard has filled up with new stuff...)
This project is done - I'd give myself a C+ on it:
PROJECT W:
report from Cin
report from Pa
webinar1 review and feedback
webinar2 - slides, talking points, presenters (who will contact whom?)
This project also has completed now - I give myself a B+ - I was often late on reports but my production was consistently good and occasionally stellar in the client's eyes:
PROJECT C:
Finish re-sorting the month-by-month draft and deliver to S
Write and deliver TA report for December
Write and deliver jp site visit report
Set up jj-cmg call
Set up call with Hkids guy
Call feds
Weekly call with both
Another project that completed awhile ago - a C for me - I never turned in those notebooks and was quite resistant to one client rep (he got fired at the end of the project anyway - nothing to do with me - but I could have tried harder to work with him):
PROJECT R
TA Report for December
OIC site visit reportnever did thisCall feds
Weekly call
This project just ended - I give myself an A here. The scope of work kept changing and I stayed as resilient as could be, then when it exceeded my skillset I facilitated the client in finding a staff PM whom I consulted through to completion.
PROJECT B
Reserve webinar platform
Confirm date for ct cmty mtng
Call board
Call DW
Call the missing-agreement sites
Write biweekly report
Write talking points for L at board meeting
Write talking points for P and me, same
Prepare handouts for board mtng (R2 training sked, 2 agreement forms)
Get clear on 211 piece and communicate
I'm updating this with crossouts to see where I stand now on these non-work tasks:
PERSONAL PROJECTS -
Get recommended new dog food
Call Loni for TJ’s photosSign TJ up for eye/heart exams
Make amends to the dog club lady
Book TJ for follow-up shots
Book TJ and Bear to new vet center to try out
Complete my application to be a patient of Dr Mora
Book myself a chiropractor appointmt
Complete all insurance and FSA claims for 2011 - never did this - lost about $1200 :-(
Join dog clubsGet J on new credit union accounts
Enter debits - did then but now have a whole new pile to sort and enterCatch up paying J’s med bills, starting with those in collections
Reconcile J’s med bills against EOBs
Clear paperwork backlog - ditto, new pile now but not as bad as it was then, thank goodness
Tax prep for 2011Order gifts for L wedding and shower
Make a decision on the corporate 2008 taxes I made a decision but have not acted on it yet.
It's useful to look back 6 months to these Master Lists and see where I've come and where I still need to go. I'll create a new Master List soon for the second half of the year.
"My boundaries enclose a pleasant land." Psalm 16
wb Ag!
Be confident. Stay focused. One thing at a time.
(Agnus)
Thanks for sharing and thanks being here again.
There was a time i PRAYED, GOD, PLEASE.....................GIVE ME ANYTHING ELSE BUT PLEASE................DON'T LET ME GO BACK INTO ......X..Y.........Z (MY BIG 3). Well God is faithful, he has never let me down. Here I am, a grateful procrastinator, because this issue KEEPS ME ON MY KNEES, AND GOD KNOWS THAT IS WHERE I BEONG, LOOKING Up.(not to mention having the opportunity and priviledge to mix with the most wonderful people who "understand" and together carry the message, like you)