desperate: can't work anymore
I just found this site, and registered.
In in a difficult situation, don't know how I got to this or why.
I'm self employed, work at home, alone.
I don't want / I can't lose my job.
I got ZERO work done on the last TWO weeks.
I'm spending 18-20 hours a day sitting in front of the computer, but somehow, I can't work.
It's unbelievable. Hours pass by, and I feel like if my brain was on strike, refusing to engage any work activity.
Sounds really idiot, but it's getting quite out of control.
My marriage is suffering with this as well.
I really don't know where to start to overcome this situation. I've always been a procrastinator, but lately it's getting way worse - I'm reaching the bottom. I took 2 weeks vacation before of that, just to rest and figure out that I was really tired only. It's not it.
Any suggestion, comment is very welcome
Thanks a lot.