Monday, 9 August 2010

oh-today...oh oh oh today....today I am thankful for yesterday and tomorrow- today was not one of my favorites.

1.  cancel reservation       2. contract to A.          3.  call c. 1

 4. call c.2                           5.  underwrtiter? call    6.  pack          7.  make a list tonight for tomorrow so I know what i am doing           8.  touch base w/ m so she knows what we r doing and x. in plan 

9   finish c...

9. get groceries

10 drop library books

Hi All,

Didn't do anything I said I would do on Friday or Sunday. Didn't work out once last week. I'm also procrastinating with my volunteer work I'm doing for an organization I so much want to be a part of. Hate myself so much right now.

So depressed, did nothing but watch tv yesterday. Just feel like sitting and crying and staring out into space.

Tonight:
-after take care of my girl - log on here.
-laundry 1 or 2 loads (can't put off anymore)
-clean kitchen floor
-step meeting tonight
-work out 10 minutes
-need to clean out kitchen cabinets
-clean bathroom

My boss' emails are messed up and last week, I got a virus and fear it might be because of that. Also, knew his email was frozen last week. Should have taken care of it last week.

Take good care all!!

♥Prayers & guidance needed & appreciated for my Yoffee's healing.♥

Good morning, group!  Ooops, make that afternoon - way afternoon!  That should tell you what kind of Monday i'm having already lol!  Trying not to let anxiety get on top and slow me down today (about J's procedure tomorrow, with another potentially scary prognosis).  Still have miles to go before I sleep!

• GM promo DONE!
• book hotel by hospital for tonight
• ask neighbor to pet-sit
• cancel team call today
• read GM stuff, id approach
• draft GM narrative
• order GM ppt
• do July reports, share with team
• review 4 data sets and synch with priors  
• listen to 3 presentations and take notes
• finish 4 contract briefs
• Leave for hospital by 4pm - some work can be done enroute but no working past 6pm today, and no work commitments for tomorrow 

  KEEP on list for later scheduling:

• read the fin APs report from KT
  read KT IN report
  read Mi email
  read nrc newsletter
  folo up etp
  ap resources note and signoff
  get complete with 3fers
  call arnp for folo up
  deal with the fsa thing

Got through yesterday's three-hour music show without actually dying, although it was close at times. Today marks 101 days since I last played a computer game. Computer games have to be ranked among the all-time worst time-destroyers. I'm glad to be free of them, after spending 21 years of off-and-on obsession. Today:

Prep

• get up by 7
• coffee, paper, water plants
• healthy breakfast
• checkins

Morning

• Query
• Update MySpace
• return PA
• get strings
• Pay booker

Afternoon

• Healthy lunch
• File password article
• Do 4 CIO
• Call 2 re: Food10

Evening

• Healthy dinner
• Do set list for tomorrow's show
• Read, relax
• Bed by 11 p.m.

Good morning!   I got the gym at 6:10, which was five minutes earlier than Friday, but still needs to improve.  I was at my desk at 8:40, and I want to be here by 8:30!   But, still not too shabby.

Back shortly with coffee and todo list. 

'A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.' - Elbert Hubbard

 Show up (done) Need to check son;s cyber school stuff, I let it go and I think he did too, I thought he should face the consequences, but now I feel guilty and afraid to look, since I signed him up for summer school, I feel guilty that he did not do it.

Love the starter. By showing up at PA significant spans of recovery have been achieved. Stress is reinforced with PA and planning to show up at PA or my arch would fall down.