Sunday, 16 May 2010
Welcome to Sunday!
Have a Higher Power proactive week!
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Serenity. Courage. Wisdom.
Have not even been here for so long I had to log-in again - surprised. Guess time slipped away this last trip. I've been home since Thursday. Anyway this is Sunday night, a time for restarting my week, and one of my daily meditation books reminded me that I can re-start a 24-hour day at any moment. So I am prayed up, tooled up, ready for bed and my Step 10 planning for tomorrow. Good night for now, and then...bring it on, Monday!
"My boundaries enclose a pleasant land..." Psalm 16
"Prayed up, tooled up,"<-- love it
Go me for checking in at 10pm :DCheck in :)Laundry - In progressClear kitchenTomorrow's list
Today I'd originally planned to do a couple more things than are on the list below, but recognized upon waking that I needed to give myself a day off after having such a successful few days, my first days using the tools of PA. I have learned that I time-binge. This might not just be on a specific task--maybe it's when I get wrapped up in momentum over a couple days? So I don't want to overdo it and get exhausted. Therefore, a day off to reward myself.
I commit to being at tomorrow's 8:30/7:30C telephone CI meeting. See you there, and have a great Sunday.
I plan to do some things today:
Post some Al-Anon literature for today, tomorrow, and Tuesday
Take my shower
Get my clothes ready for tomorrow and Tuesday
Wash my sleep apnea stuff
Get my sleep apnea stuff ready for tonight
Have some prayer and meditation time.
I will let you know when it has been done
showing up here is my first act of deciding to let my higher power in.
PS Interesting tidbit I heard today: "Microbursts" are a characteristic of a nuclear bomb, ha ha, so I am going to think of that as do my "microbursts" and instead of thinking "why bother" I will think "power".
Really getting aware of my "computer time bingeing" . I am not doing it any more than before but with all the shares, I am getting out of denial.
Thanks for being here.
X working w/ client - ack
X nack impl
-- v3 support
X parse msg type
- arch. issue
-- diagnose issue w/ < 1_000_000
-- test and commit
- 5 smaller items
-- titleless c. pub issue
-- drilldown robustness issue
-- folder robustness issue
-- group perms robustness issue
-- stick sess. q. issue
-- clean in office a bit
-- clean in bedroom by bed
-- read 1 ch. EIP
-- finish ch. in APUE
-- 10 pp. of MI
-- work on budget
Got everything done except for those art assignments. I hope I get them done tommorow.
brief clean up
Make list of stuff to get at store
work on response answers Finished 6, only 4 more
drop off books at library
pick up heavy duty garbage bags + other things at store Do this tommorow
cancel cc, apartment insurance, game sub Call apt insur tommarow
clean place briefly
fininsh response answer
Make 3 collages for Art + begin landscape painting
plan & get ready for Monday
Happy Sunday! I postponed the grocery shopping yesterday because of the sore foot so that's my MIT (most important task) for today. Other than that I will probably try to get some work done, anticipating that I'll be able to be a little more active next week and I'll have some work hours "in the bank" if I want to leave early a couple days.
'Today you have the opportunity to handle those old situations in a completely new way.' - Michael J. Emery
Thats rough. I Hope it heals fast. If you are in great need of grocerys, I know that some deliver for people.
I am having a strange time lately,making progress in one area and then binging on reading, eating, sleeping in another. I am finding that the weekday phone bridge has been immensely helpful to me, but that my willingness to work my program is low. For today I want to stay in the moment and reach out for help. I do not have to do this alone.
For now, I will get up and do one thing at a time: when I put those things in place I feel so much better.
bed, meds, bathe, swish and wash, laundry, dishes, 2nd meds and breakfast. For now,I only want to look at what is immediately in front of me so that I don't freak out about what is next.
to the chatroom....
Success is not final, failure is not fatal
Please do not leave advice. Thank you. Prayers welcome.
What does self-esteem mean for me?
Nothing but a bit of thinking
Stay in bed and get better. Plan my future which I can now do.
Got up prayer and reflection
Washed up tidyied up cleared up etc
Phoned and emailed friends and brother
Looked up some household things I want to buy
A bit of planning for the future but not written down I can't stand yet another list
Some playing of the web
Prayer and reflection
Bed and sleep
Write essay assignment
Plan lesson Sw.
Pack bags for tomorrow
Plan next week
Take notes on how I spend my time
email J DONE
Bath (quick dip) DONE
hypnosis (yes I have actually brought a hypnosis tape to make housework easier! how desperate is that ? ;)) DONE
task lists DONE
Sort out study in time for meeting DONE
Hypnosis (cat interrupted 1st hypnosis session) DONE
Paint wall * 1(really ! I mean it!)DONE IT HAS BEEN YEARS !!!!!!!!
sweep hall DONE
hand laundry DONE
1 bowl of washing up DONE
kitchen floor DONE
email C DONE
sleep (as it's very very late/early) and wake up whenever
run and grab second dinner
try to finish at least 50% of math pack and read parts of dracula in between breaks (try to finish as much as i can of the book)
rework dracula essay in case teacher asks for it tomorrow
compile math questions for tutorial
most importantly to aim to go to bed by 11.15 regardless of whether or not the above work is done or the next day an pretty much rest of the week will be f****d.
stay away from the internet at all costs unless it's for PA check-ins.
stay away from stupid people who distract me and eat away my time.
minimise interaction with people around me in general until i get basic stuff sortd out.
check out the PA meeting.
Always a good plan! That made me lol. Good luck today!
Perhaps you could lock the Internet off for periods of time? Sure, you are not a child so you could always choose to unlock it but sometimes I find myself on the Internet or doing something else to avoid my tasks without really being consious that I chose to do it. It is a bit like sleep walking. Maybe you could ask someone else to set it up so it is locked past 11pm?
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1. Accounting HW 2 hours
2. MUS essay 3 hours
3. Organise stat notes, calendar and study. 2 hours
4. If there is time do some Accounting study.
Big challenge today, I am hopeful that I can rise to meet it, wish me luck!
Relapsed. Hard. This occurred due to an unforseen break in my schedule. I put off doing a timed quiz online earlier in the week and luckily just remembered to check when it was due. It was Sunday night. After comlpeting it, I slacked off for hours then went to bed. None of my scheduled tasks were completed. None. I woke up the next morning did as much homework as I could and handed it in incomplete (again). I've been doing a lot of reading on procrastination lately and with so much generic advice (some saying just start working now! others saying accept it theres nothing you can do). I refuse to believe I cant change. I am considering at this moment walking up to the free counselling building in my university. Yet, I am totally unsure if this will be a practical help seeing its quite late in the semester. Thoughts anyone?
Working on recovery.
Some regress. Some progress.
This reminds me of what a great motivational speaker once told me "its better to die hopeful than live hopeless" - have a productive Sunday movingalong.
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