Wednesday 14th of April 2010

I had computer probs this morning and major emo stuff in play so got little done. Picking up the pieces, showing up, getting ready for a fresh start tomorrow.

Thank God that every day has a night, and every night a morning.

 "My boundaries enclose a pleasant land..." Psalm 16

Working in sets of three

TO DO

1. Put away clothes
2. Some TV time
3. Cross Stitch 

TA DA

1. Supper
2. Homework
3. Unload Van

hope-faith

I have had a run around and catch up morning already: I woke up 20 minutes before I needed to be at a doctor's appointment and thankfully, was able to get up and go because I had showered last night. She pointed out to me today that I tend to put myself down too much and that was in my way of shining, so I will not point out the places I felt I fell down this morning. Now I am home and I am sitting in a large pile of papers, but am actually happy about it, because they had been waiting for me in the dining room in boxes for months and I am actually going through them.

for the rest of Today:
laundry shift
put away clean and wash dirty dishes
swish and wipe the bathroom
taxes: I have been putting off trying to retry transferring the taxes off the broken computer because I am afraid they won't be rescuable: it is time.
File, file, file
shred shred shred old tax records that got wet in the flood last month. A great excuse to let go and let God: I place my faith in my Higher Power that it is okay to dispose of these items.
cook dinner: chicken and fennel ravioli with tomato and marscapone sauce and salad - all of which is made ahead of time (thanks to hubby and Dave's Fresh Pasta.
12 step meeting tonight.
I pray for the willingness to give up another zynga game.

peace out,
e

"There are two different kinds of people in this world: those who finish what they start, and"
---Brad Ramsey

Have had a couple of bad days, hoping that I can use today to turn the week around.

(Though actually, looking at what I've accomplished this week, the last couple of days felt awful, but in terms of progress they were decent--could be better, but could have been worse)

Lots of scheduled stuff today:
Mtg 11-12:30, mtg 5-6, OH 7-8:30

MITs:
*Analyze biosensor data (started)
*Notes mtgs (started)
*Finish presentation outline
*Take found ipod to campus police lost and found

Other tasks:
*Exercise
*Bible study
*Check on expt
*Work on EA's stuff
*Make doctor's appt, microburst finding dentist, order tennis shos
*Remind about HPLC and GSEA, talk to AL about gene sets

OK, working on pres outline for 30 min now, then I'll work on biosensor thing and go to mtg. 

These are the things I'm procrastinating about & need to turn over. I pray for the willingness to do them:
-balancing checkbook
-looking in wallet
-separating receipts
-laundry
-any type of cleaning
-contacting Empire about p.t. co.
-emails
-calling G
-doing tz
-sending $ to B

Also, I am aware that I need DA help (a sponsor or something) but I am not connected there at all, so need to add that to the list.

Also, I contacted my old therapist for help with my girl. With my emotions in the mix, I'm not being a good advocate. I get mired in depression and sadness and INACTIVITY (fancy that). Wonder y I'm here?

Anyway my HP be with you in every step you take today!!

♥"Prayers for my Yoffee's complete & speedy recovery and prayers for direction & clarity on how she can be healed.♥

Goal of the day: apply for 1 job

1. check, write, send 1 job application