Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Hi Pro Buddies!

This morning at the gym, I did my full cardio, stretching, and ab exercises.

At work in the morning, somehow I managed to be diligent on my project list. At lunchtime, I ate the lunch that I brought, then went in the quiet room for meditation and inspirational reading. After lunch, I kept working on the project list. For a combination of reasons, I am trying to get the list into as good a shape as possible. At the end of the day, I updated and highlighted my project list for tomorrow; strategically placing some of the papers I hope to work on first. Arriving at home, I have fixed & eaten dinner.

I have some things to do tonight around the condo, and I also need to do some typing. I'm not sure if I will update my CI later?

8:25pm. I met tonight's goal of filling up one bag of trash. Will I take it to the dumpster in the morning or tomorrow evening? I'm not sure. I straightened the utility room, kitchen, entry area, computer area, and reading area. (It helped that some of the areas are already in good shape). Tested an appliance & read instruction manual; it still isn't working, so Away It Will Go tomorrow. Next: send an email to a friend, maybe make a phone call & get ready to sleep.

Have a great night, everyone! :)

Recycler

Recycler

Thank you, gals & guys, for being here! :)

lots of things to do so just making a list of those I remember now:
call MassHealth
laundry machine part
laundry
plan dinner
4th step
menu plan
straighten outside
meds

asking for help to do the next right thing

Good morning all,

I am just plowing into paperwork on desk that needs to be taken care of. I am not making a list today, just going to push through items on desk and old task lists as quickly as can and try to get things knocked out.

Hi all! Glad to be in here again. 

- Birds feed, pool (done)

-vacuum clean (yes...done)

-kitchen (done)

-iron (done too)

-e- mail mum 

In recovery

E 

When I look into the future, it is so bright it burns my eyes ~ Oprah Windfrey

Sponsor strongly encouraged me to crank down on this procrastinated spreadsheet today as it is backing up even my other programs now. So I'm starting early today! The spreadsheet is absolutely positively MIT#1; last night I completed four of the nine worksheets but the next five are the most content-heavy.

Therefore, I will not answer the phone or read emails except from my boss for the next hour, and work exclusively on this project. I'll check back here at 10:10.

Yes, I am having one of those days, again. I feel just like this little guy.

I have so many "help" resourses I am getting overwhelmed . I don't feel like starting things until I am fully "enlightened" which means hours of productive procratination.The more I get done, the more I feel I have to do. I am once again bumping my HP out and trying to do the Director job. I need to give it back, I am not qualified. Now this has always been the tricky part for me, doesn't it say God helps those who help themselves?

I need to go back to basics and do what I have found works for me. next 3 things and post. send e-mail, Get changed, run dishwaher, change bed,  brom.clutter, papers, bills,opps forget, start with gratitude. thanks. (done with all) I was spending time trying to find the "focus" answer and here is was right in fromt of me on PA tool list:

1. Break It Down: Break down projects into specific action steps 2.Visualization: Plan what to do, then imagine yourself doing it.

I am always trying to re-invent the wheel, and make things so complicated.It was by the grace of god that I saw the PA tools.

1:30 pm Raining, kids are inside and I want to stay locked up in my room. I have such a hard time braking free of their demands :(wanting me to see the ringtones on their phone, me go on e-bay, me seeing this or that etc.., etc.) I try to be nice and show interest, but they do not give me any personal space, then I feel guilty. They just barged in and told me they are going to a friend. Yes! There is a God!

Now Lunch, more paperwork, coupons, phone calls aobut vacation. (ok made dinner, did not call, but will soon before I leave) Did job app, looking at career change, Why can't I just be happy? Just remembers I told newcomer in OA would e-mail her stuff- need to get out and get out of self- rain and humid, so will go to gym, gym is always so soothing to swim, total relaxation.) Boys home, they are going to a movie tonite. they are so cute,I am so lucky, why can't I just be happy?