Please, HELP ME!
I really need help. I'm eighteen and a senior in high school, and I have a major problem with procrastinating. I don't know what to do. I'm seriously at my wits end. I've skipped a weeks of school due to this problem, lied to my parents about skipping school when they found out, lied to all my friends about why I'm skipping and I've found out that I've failed my english class, the class where I really need the credit to graduate. So now I'm not even sure if I'll be able to graduate, and I've already gotten accepted for college. I've also found out I might be in danger of not being able to march for graduation due to my problem of skipping school due to procrastinating, if I do even graduate. I seriously don't know what to do. I'm so scared. I feel so lost, alone, and depressed. Please, HELP ME! I'm begging and crying for help. I don't know who to turn to because I don't think anyone understands this problem, and this website seems like it can change my life and save my life. Please, I really need to turn my life around. I don't know what to do if I don't graduate this year, the shame and embarassment I would feel for not graduating would just be too much for me to handle. I've even thought about running away, although I know it would only cause more problems because running away from your problems never solve anything. That's why I'm here today, because I'm so sick of this controlling my life and killing me slowly. PLEASE HELP ME!
I've also realized that the problem of procrastinating has caused me to lose my motivation for living.. I'm not saying I'm suicidal, cause I'm not, but I just feel as if life is pointless, I really need help..... :((