New to PA, but not procrastination!
I'm so thankful to have found this community of people. My biggest problem is the perfectionism-procrastination cycle I'm in. I've identified with so much that I've read here, and am very encouraged! Just having people that understand me and don't think I'm lazy is huge. Thank you all so much for your honesty. This seems like a good place, where I'm going to learn some tools and gain some hope.
I have a job in a nonprofit that I love, but I'm working from home, with little accountability. I'm pretty paralyzed about starting my main project as well as relating to donors. No progress on my project, nothing to report to donors, I feel guilty about my lack of progress and wasting my donors' money. So I avoid relating to my donors. No donor relations, donations drop off, my paycheck diminishes...you see where this is going. If I can't get hooked into God's power and move through the procrastination soon, I'm going to have to quit my lifetime dream position.
Thanks for letting me share!
Progress, not perfection