Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.


Well, it's been a while since I've last been on here. I thought things were getting better until today. I just had a perfect opportunity to study for my final exams, but I wasted it completely by surfing the internet for hours on end. Now I just feel completely hopeless and depressed. The worst part of it is, I thought I was fine just a few weeks ago--I was productive, on task, and calm. But all of a sudden, I developed an obsession with something--or should I say, someone. This may sound a bit pathetic, but I think I may have a celebrity crush. Yes, the type that is usually common with pre-pubescent girls. Anyways, I just can't stop thinking about this, and it's becoming quite a distraction. Every chance I get, I start reading about him, and I just can't stop.

It's times like these when I feel really useless. I do a crappy job on my assignments, and then I feel  jealous and insecure at my classmates' stronger senses of self control. After wards, I repent and tell myself that I'll never do it again, but the cycle eventually just repeats itself. I suppose I have made some improvement, as I only experience these "binges", as I like to call them, about a few times a month as opposed to on a regular basis. Still, sometimes I wish I could constrain my childish urges and just get on with it.  I need to stop blaming other people for my unhappiness, and I need to just be in the moment.

Welcome back cat!

I know it's never too late to make a brand new start - from "Brand New Start" by Paul Weller