I need someone I can relate to.
I'm skipping school right now because of this problem. I know thats horrible and I feel guilty and ashamed for having done this. But I couldn't deal with the embarassment of being left behind in my pre-calculus group again and being ignored because I didn't do the homework and I couldn't contribute to the group. I haven't done any homework for economics and there's a test today, so I don't even know what the material is on. I fear even on this website that I won't find someone I can relate to and I'll be looked down on. I don't mean to sound so pitiful, but I truly feel like I'm in a position that's rock bottom. I failing four classes and I've repeatedly been given chances by teachers and I've wasted them. My teachers and my guidance counselor have given up on me, and I don't blame them. I hate living my life this way and I wish there was a way out. I'm not suicidal but if there was an easy way out I would take it. Please, is there anyone here with a similar situation I can talk to?
I feel a little better for having typed this even if I am procrastinating, but I have to get started on all this work now. There's so much more I want to say to show this sad part me, although a large part, isn't all there is to me.