hey evry1 my 1st day at p.a.

 i am 19 vear old girl from india

i m vry  xited about joining P.A.

hope it will help me to recover from this killer habit.i am addicted to procrastination to  the extent dat   it has ruined my life.i ve nothing left in my life except regrets.

no motivational books o,articles ve been able to help me.yeah of course they invigorates me 4 a while but soon the enregy whiles away.i am not able to resist the temptation of anything tempting tv serials,movies,internet,books dat aent f m my course, magazines anything.and no matr how guilty i feel afterwards i still do these things, and such worthless thngsthough give momentary pleasures take away all my energy and only guilt remains.i kno dat m doing somthing wrong n dat these thngs ve spoiled my life but still i do it.

i procrastinate in almost all my activities.it starts rite 4m d begining of my day.i would get up wen alarm rings then i wud tell my self k!m geting just a minute.and then i doze off.its my daily routine n m realy fed up of it.then i wud procrastinate in taking showers, helping mom in kitchn,and well my list is endless. most of all i m lazy even 2 take my books out.evrynite i wud swear dat tomorow wl b a new day n i will b a changed person only to see my days being destryed by dis dreadful habit.

once a topper in 10 th grade i ve bcom a worthless person now. n i ve got nothing now in d name of career,health,physical attributes, etc....my parents are unhappy with me..m not able to cope with my worthlessness nor m i abl 2 cure it.

 and i ve 1 last chance 2 prov myself.... n i kno i can do dat nly if i stop procrastinating. i ve to clear MEDICAL ENTRANCE 2011.otherwise i wl lose all my respect at home forever..this will b my 3rd n last attempt..

i am realy relieved  to find this site and to know dat there r people who r like me.and i hope p.a. members wl help and support me in accomplishing my lifetime's mission