Hello, I'm new and I am at the end of my rope. Tired of being diappointed in myself because of my inability? to make use of my time? energy? ??? From what I have already read on this site, I have a lot to learn and understand and it's possible that there is hope for me and I am not doomed to keep living this way even tho I'm half a century old. It's an uncharted field for me, although many of you have done real good working on your own plan.