just joined. i dont stick to work plans, i fall behind, feel guilty. my condo is a mess. i just dont do much, i put off things, watch tv, internet. i stress over what i need to do but dont do it. i am in AA and managed to stay sober by working the 12 steps but now i am putting off doing my amends which include work realted stuff. maybe i have a work-aversion. i dunno. i am glad i found this site. i havent read many posts here, but maybe it will help.
asking for help and the 12 steps is working with my drinking and other addictions. i can stop doing things with the tools and support, but i don't know if i can start doing things that i need to do.