Hi I am new (Simonm)
I am a chronic procrastinator, I have also made alot of bad decisions in my life. Currently I feel like my life is falling apart.
In one sense I feel that all the bad things that are happening to me at the moment are like a test of my courage to start to face my fears and most importantly my fear of failure.
I have come to the conclusion that my procrastination derives from the fact that I have never really known what I want. In a sense I have never been my own person so I have just drifted along anyway the wind blows.
My solution is to delve into my spiritual side to find the answer to the impossible question.
How can I strive for anything if I have no idea what I really want from life?