New Member Bio....
I'm not quite sure what to say about myself, but here goes,
I have been procrastinating since about third grade I think, but somehow managed to get into college. Currently I am buried in school work but avoid it like the plague. I've really got to get it together or I'll end up flunking out and disappointing not only myself but my husband too. Up until two semesters ago I had a 3.5 GPA and then it was like something broke and I got a downward spiral to a 2.62. I'm still not sure what it was that happened, but since then I've felt nearly paralyzed with fear when I start to write or research a paper. I feel like everything I have to produce for school is under such scrutiny that it scares me. Plus I have no idea what I would do if I don't buckle down and get this degree.
Mostly I think I procrastinate out of fear of change, failure ect...
I've got more papers to write than I can handle (12 or so) and am currently behind on all of my classes. So I've got a mountain of guilt that keeps me up at night and makes me feel like crap all day, come to think of it that’s probably why I feel compelled to nap in the afternoons.
So I am going to try bookending out as soon as I type out the long list of things I need to get done.
Does anyone write a blog? I thought that might even be a good tool, except I have to write all the time for school as it is.
If you want to know more about me let me know....
Sorry about the rambling,