Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.
Sunday, 18 December 2011
Sunday, 18 December 2011
We will become mature, responsible individuals with a great capacity for joy, fulfillment, and wonder.
Though we may never be perfect, continued spiritual progress will reveal to us our enormous potential.
(from the Al-Anon Promises)
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Note: I was traveling
Note: I was traveling yesterday and couldn't post here, but I wrote this offline. I want to put it here just to keep up the habit of posting every day.
Mind, Body, Spirit
- Meditate for 20 minutes
- PAI, PA before after, MMB
- Stretch, 75 pushups, 10 pistols, 0 pullups
- 1 pitcher of protein shake, vitamins, pill
- Brush AM, PM
Reliable/In touch/Communicative
Respond to all e-mails within 12 hours
Read:
WSJ
Tasks:
Get new classes
Add to R's matrix
Talk to N re: presents
Research advisors
Laundry
20 days transactions
Guest spreadsheet
Resolicit guests
Buy present for NS
Get med scripts
Streaks:
Morning routine - 0 (0)
Meditate – 9 (9)
PAI – 23 (23), MMB – 14 (14), PA - 18 (18) after 0 (1)
Stretch - 18 (18), Pull-ups - 0 (4), pushups - 11 (11), pistols 11 (11)
Shake - 8 (8), vitamins - 17 (17), pills 0 (12)
Brush AM/PM - 7 (9)
Read: WSJ 0 (0)
Respond to all in 12 hours: 0 (0)
Back at it
Didn't get nearly everything done I wanted to yesterday, but did complete some key items, and felt pretty good. Today I have just arrived. I didn't come in early, but took care of several things at my apartment that have needed doing for quite a while. I only plan to work a few hours, then leave, and be content with that. That will give me a little time at home for myself to get ready to start the week, I hope on a positive note.
Couple of thoughts on some things I have noticed. I do two time-related things that suddenly struck me as odd. In fact, these may sound completely silly, but I just realized that I do them subconsciously, and that they are reinforcing negative behaviors. First, if I say I am going to do something for 30 minutes and set a start time, say 4 PM, and look up from whatever I am doing and realize it is 4:02, I set a different time to start, like 4;10 or 4:15, and continue whatever I was doing. In this scenario, chances are I was procrastinating with a reluctant goal to get to work at a particular time. I often do this more than once, and it eats away at my available work time. But by 'rewarding' myself with a few extra minutes of procrastination because I missed a weak deadline, I am only reinforcing the procrastination AND the inability to meet deadlines. If it's 4:02, I should start at 4:02. The timer won't care if a 30 minute block ends at 4;32.
Second, if set a goal for the overall work period and fail to start on time, I just shift the whole period later. So today as I was having a leisurely lunch around 2 PM. I thought, okay, I will get to work and started at 3:30, and end at 7:30. That's a solid 4 hours. That seemed like a reasonable 'final' plan. Well, now it's 4:40, and I haven't started. My impulse is to now stay until 8:40, assuming I start now. This is nonsense. I am theoretically 'punishing' myself for failing to start on time but at the same time I am reinforcing my inability to *end* work on time so I can have some semblance of a life. I just allow myself to leave later and later. This is not good.
So, I am resolved to get off this merry go round that contributes to my problems of a. procrastination, and b. spending my life at my workplace, with no semblance of boundaries.
Goal 1: Start as soon as I post this. Up to 30 minutes per case, starting with the most important.
Goal 2: Work until 7:30 PM, then go home, as planned. Didn't put in 4 hours? Tough.
It's 4:48 PM. Back to report.
Argh. Took a couple minutes to edit my post. Did I mention my OCD? Okay, it's 4:53 and the 30 minute timer is starting *now*.
clement ci
BAD day yesterday.
GREAT bible study at church this morning. For those interested, i'll share, because it was so meaningful to me
Here's the take-away that Andy Stanley extracted from that verse:
We do wrong things, and God forgives us. That whay Jesus was born. But that is only the start. Once that debt is paid, it clears the way for us to enter a close, intimate, loving relationship with god--to become Daddy's little boy and girl. At that point, what we do and do not do are a far second to how our God, our Daddy, loves us unconditionally.
Andy talked about how parents feel about their adopted children. How they go out of their way to pursue and seek that child, and how they love them forever. And that is how god feels about us.
As a chronic procrastinator, who SO OFTEN fails in the are of what i should and should not do, it gives me so much HOPE that there is another way to view myself.
my bad day yesterday was all fueled at what i have not gotten done. Including Christmas shopping. So this was exactly what i needed to hear to heal me.
Andy put it this way:
i'm going to try to remember that today, all this season, and all next year, and hopefully all my life.
fall down seven times, get up eight - japanese proverb
12step PA mtg: "meeting chatbox" Sunday 2:30PM NewYorkTime
These are traditional 12step meetings, held right here on this website,
in the "meeting chatbox".
All are welcome.
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Time:
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for TODAY's meeting
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My Day Today
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone and online meetings, and my life.
I want to thank movingalong for starting this trend.
Things I will do today
1. Cook and eat brunch
2. Take shower
3. Prayer and meditation morning and evening
4. Clear chair
5. Read the Big Book
6. Finish my Third Step in DA
7. Call my DA sponsor
8. Go to the 11 a.m. telephone NA meeting
9. Go to the 1 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
10. Go to the 2:30 p.m. online PA meeting
11. Clear table near the couch
12. Finish my Third Step in NA
13. Write a couple of questions in my NA Fourth Step
15. Go to the 7 p.m. online EA meeting
16. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
17. Go to the 9:30 p.m. telephone CLA meeting
Thanks for letting me share