Procrastinators Anonymous is a fellowship of men and women who share their experience, strength and hope with each other that they may solve their common problem and help others to recover from chronic procrastination.
Please do not leave advice. Thank you. Prayers welcome.
Okay, so just as an update, I have been on the dating site, but I want to spend finals week doing finals, and other stuff, so I am committing to not logging in to check my mail or browse people's profiles until 5/23/2011. I am keeping my account deactivating during this time, in order to hinder curiosity, and stop myself from worrying about what's written there. There's no reason why knowing how people feel is more important than what I'm doing now. I need A's on my finals in order to continue in school, and I'm going to do that. I am also going to be avoiding facebook during this time. I deactivated my account for the umpteenth time today. I am good at staying away, so long as I delete my account, I'll see how it goes, with leaving up an ad. I also went to YouTube and removed my email subscription to things, so that I only log in on the weekends. But yeah, I'm really good at not doing things for periods of time, let's see if I can DO things. I mean, this is a program of topline behavior.
Did pretty well yesterday. Made decent progress and stopped work at 8:15 PM. Hung around and worked on some personal things until 9:30 or so. Wasn't able to get myself to bed promptly, though. Stayed up until 2 AM watching a movie.
Feeling down and kind of frustrated today because I am back at work on a very nice warm afternoon. Most of the day is gone, and along with it my unrealistic plans for a super-productive weekend. I am dragging, and don't feel great. I definitely need to find a more balanced and restorative pattern. Goals for what remains of the weekend.
Goal 1: 3 hours of work, 15 minutes per case, with no internet "breaks"
Goal 2: Leave by 9:30 PM.
Goal 3: Will try not to get distracted at home and get to bed by 11 PM.
Did not check out yesterday nor in the morning as things have been a bit emotional and hectic
Done:
Up very late prayer and reflection too late to go to church
Checked and responded to emails and postings
Washed up and tidied up from yesterday
Finished research on cameras
Finished looking on what I had done in the last two week and what I had intended to do before leaving on holiday and decided to forgive myself
Looked at progress towards my big trip planned for later this year and posted on this site
Friend phoned and came round and various photographic and computer things sorted out
Again looked at todo list
Sorted out new trainers
Phoned friend and had a positive chat
Tidied up after friend's visit
Todo:
Plan week and in particular shopping tomorrow
Take it easy and watch recorded film on tigers
- script to break up f.
- confirm that files added properly
- repair some of the "missing" users
- run/monitor script
- signup/change dept - limit user to 1 dept
- work on c. type -> db design + start UI
- clean office
- practice guitar
- read the rest of THD
- return DVDs
- watch movie
- exercise
optional:
- work on smaller bug items -- clear at least one
- practice piano
- load of laundry
- put check in mail
- bring culled items to thrift store
- cull 10 more items
- read magazine
- do some tech. reaading - 1 ch?
Connor is six months today! Happy half birthday to him!
Movingalong, the starter is VERY pretty.
Feeling meh though. I pulled another day of "I just don't *&^ing care" and didn't get my list done. Trying again today.
Things to do -Vitamins & #1 #2 #3 #1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #6 #7 #8 #9 #10
-Stuff from yesterday
-Perutz question on Bio hw
-There was alot yesterday, so yeah
-Math hw
-make cookies
"[People] need to be connected to each other. Courage comes out of relationship; it doesn’t come out of willpower."Peter Block, author of Servant Leadership: Choosing Service Over Self-Interest.
My whole schedule is wrapped around son (who left and slept at his friend’s other nite) today volunteered church library(done), now soccer- most important0stay calm and pleasant. One thing I do know is that IS my HP's will.
pm so far so good- they tied-now to face the reality of mountain of things to do. Need to get my walk ing ansd not get angry. focus on what I did do.
Not a good weekend, although I got question 1 of my assignment finished yesterday. It's now Sunday afternoon and I'm going to have to do something constructive. The list of things to be done is miles long which is freaking me out.
I'm going to start gentle and add bits as I go along
fudoshin : checkin 6:37pm
Please do not leave advice. Thank you. Prayers welcome.
Okay, so just as an update, I have been on the dating site, but I want to spend finals week doing finals, and other stuff, so I am committing to not logging in to check my mail or browse people's profiles until 5/23/2011. I am keeping my account deactivating during this time, in order to hinder curiosity, and stop myself from worrying about what's written there. There's no reason why knowing how people feel is more important than what I'm doing now. I need A's on my finals in order to continue in school, and I'm going to do that. I am also going to be avoiding facebook during this time. I deactivated my account for the umpteenth time today. I am good at staying away, so long as I delete my account, I'll see how it goes, with leaving up an ad. I also went to YouTube and removed my email subscription to things, so that I only log in on the weekends. But yeah, I'm really good at not doing things for periods of time, let's see if I can DO things. I mean, this is a program of topline behavior.
Frustrated
Did pretty well yesterday. Made decent progress and stopped work at 8:15 PM. Hung around and worked on some personal things until 9:30 or so. Wasn't able to get myself to bed promptly, though. Stayed up until 2 AM watching a movie.
Feeling down and kind of frustrated today because I am back at work on a very nice warm afternoon. Most of the day is gone, and along with it my unrealistic plans for a super-productive weekend. I am dragging, and don't feel great. I definitely need to find a more balanced and restorative pattern. Goals for what remains of the weekend.
Goal 1: 3 hours of work, 15 minutes per case, with no internet "breaks"
Goal 2: Leave by 9:30 PM.
Goal 3: Will try not to get distracted at home and get to bed by 11 PM.
Back to report.
kromer 3:25 CI
OK, I'm resisting getting starting today. Surfing, disorganization and poor sleep habits have b3een an increasingly big problem in the last few days.
That said, I've gotten two big things done over the weekend: sending off r.r. and also finding a roommate for the fall.
For today, I seriously need to catch up on MK project (I have sample collection, and expts to check on, and PAS staining/photo, and records...)
I also need to write B. email (something I've been promising my adviser for a while) and do some cleaning and place orders.
Rexroth Check In
Did not check out yesterday nor in the morning as things have been a bit emotional and hectic
Done:
Up very late prayer and reflection too late to go to church
Checked and responded to emails and postings
Washed up and tidied up from yesterday
Finished research on cameras
Finished looking on what I had done in the last two week and what I had intended to do before leaving on holiday and decided to forgive myself
Looked at progress towards my big trip planned for later this year and posted on this site
Friend phoned and came round and various photographic and computer things sorted out
Again looked at todo list
Sorted out new trainers
Phoned friend and had a positive chat
Tidied up after friend's visit
Todo:
Plan week and in particular shopping tomorrow
Take it easy and watch recorded film on tigers
That's it for now
Rexroth Check Out
Done:
Above and watched another programme as well
Todo:
A little web surfing
Prayer and reflection
Bed and sleep
I am suprised at how much I have got done today compared with yesterday. Also I am progressing much faster in some things than others.
Night All
Rexroth
tiptree CI 12:09 PM
to be done:
- script to break up f.
- confirm that files added properly
- repair some of the "missing" users
- run/monitor script
- signup/change dept - limit user to 1 dept
- work on c. type -> db design + start UI
- clean office
- practice guitar
- read the rest of THD
- return DVDs
- watch movie
- exercise
optional:
- work on smaller bug items -- clear at least one
- practice piano
- load of laundry
- put check in mail
- bring culled items to thrift store
- cull 10 more items
- read magazine
- do some tech. reaading - 1 ch?
katia 5.15
Connor is six months today! Happy half birthday to him!
Movingalong, the starter is VERY pretty.
Feeling meh though. I pulled another day of "I just don't *&^ing care" and didn't get my list done. Trying again today.
Things to do
-Vitamins & #1 #2 #3#1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #6 #7 #8 #9#10-Stuff from yesterday
-Perutz question on Bio hw
-There was alot yesterday, so yeah
-Math hw
-make cookies
6 months!
Happy 6 mo. bday to Connor!
I know it's never too late to make a brand new start - from "Brand New Start" by Paul Weller
Awesome starter Movingalong!
Thank you! :)
"[People] need to be connected to each other. Courage comes out of relationship; it doesn’t come out of willpower." Peter Block, author of Servant Leadership: Choosing Service Over Self-Interest.
Vic 5/15/11
Show up (done) TGIS
My whole schedule is wrapped around son (who left and slept at his friend’s other nite) today volunteered church library(done), now soccer- most important0stay calm and pleasant. One thing I do know is that IS my HP's will.
pm so far so good- they tied-now to face the reality of mountain of things to do. Need to get my walk ing ansd not get angry. focus on what I did do.
Hypatia's check-in
Lovely starter - thanks Movingalong.
Not a good weekend, although I got question 1 of my assignment finished yesterday. It's now Sunday afternoon and I'm going to have to do something constructive. The list of things to be done is miles long which is freaking me out.
I'm going to start gentle and add bits as I go along
put car battery on charge3 items off housework listchange litter trayvacuum clean kitchentidy OU papers3 more items off housework liststart project logsort in-trayfind papers for solicitorH.
12step PA mtg in "meeting chatbox" Sunday3:30PM NewYork Daylight
These are traditional 12step meetings, held in the "meeting chatbox".
All are welcome.
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My Day Today
I want to thank my Higher Power for this program, this website, the telephone and online meetings, and my life.
I want to thank movingalong for starting this trend
Things I have done today
1. Went to the 5:45 a.m. telephone ACA meeting2. Went to the 7 a.m. telephone DA meetingThings I will do today
1. Test blood sugar twice2. Prayer and meditation morning and evening3. Take shower4. Get dressed5. Go food shopping
6. Get some bottles from my mother
7. Get medicine ready for the next two weeks8. Post and send out Al-Anon literature for today9. Cook and eat brunch10. Go to a religious meeting at 1:1512. Fix and eat dinner13. Wash and dry clothes
14. Put clothes away
15. Make bed
16. Get my sleep apnea stuff ready
17. Go to the 6 p.m. telephone ACA business meeting18. Write questions for tonight's meeting19. Do numbers
20. Go to the 7 p.m. online EA meeting21. Go to the 8 p.m. telephone CLA meeting22. Clear the tables near the computer
23. Post and share my DA experienceThanks for letting me share