Hi newbie here
So how does one write a letter of introduction? Specially when you have to think it through 50 times then reread what you wrote to see if it makes any sense, and then decide if what you said is really what you wanted to share in the first place? Signs of perfectionism? Lord knows?
Im glad I decided to try surfing again on this topic. Seems I may actually have found some place where others can truely relate. Seems it affects all aspects of my life......never on time for anything...... be late for my own funeral if that was possible....my house looks like a bomb hit it or its been ransacked.......and im always running late. Weird thing is im only like this when Im at home. At work I like things neat and orderly and if Im ever at a friends house I'll be one of the first to pitch in and clean up.
Is there any long term solution? Currently I just cant see the forest for the trees. Its like im frozen in place and I just dont feel like I can accomplish anything anymore. I want to have a life where I dont feel ashamed or embarrassed or guilty. I want to be able to have people come over whenever and just knock on my door rather than pretend im not home. I keep people at a distance and Ive just lost someone extremely important to me because I couldnt let them in to see the real me.
Is there anyone else who can relate and tell me that things will get better? There is hope left and I can break this addiction? I could certainly do with either a kick in the a$$ or some form of encouragement.
Thanks for listening.