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I've been having a lot of fear about checking my email on my work computer. So going to do that, plus filing for those weeks, I have not filed. I'm also freaked because I haven't got the amount of running/walking that I ought in order to qualify for the highest interest yield at my bank. I was not last month. I survived.
My focus has been on how I can acquire food for myself long term without vegetables and fruits spoiling. I'm having a strong hankering for some good food.I really do not want to go off my diet or exercise plan during my period, but I have found it to be a low voltage experience. I cannot simply sit here and wait.
Another stressful item is that my doctor's appointment get canceled, so now i need to reschedule that. I'm simply having a lot of pain, and going in and out of being able to stand up, so maybe should prioritize that over everything else.
Checkin at 2:43pm:
I read "scary" emails. I think the part I was scared most about was being forced to leave, but nobody is going to do that. I am going to take charge of my life, and find a job here, and be responsible by replying to emails.
[x] do pre-course questionnaire
[ ] read risk assessment
[ ] find phone receipt/guarantee
[ ] find papers for car
[ ] photos for OLEV form
[ ] review quotes for gas boiler
[ ] post papers to Peter
[ ] tidy kitchen
[ ] clean kitchen floor
[ ] ironing
requested chat with an advisor
paid a bill
made soup and tupperwared it
journaling part 3/contact engineer
re-establish hydration routine
start re-establishing cleaning routines
Today's work tasks:
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