best place to be for support

ive just joined and i have read so much stuff on these pages of PA that i already feel i have found true friends. because we share the same problem. Im excited to at last tackle this paralyzing problem that i didnt realise i have had all my life. Its only become more noticeable because i am trying to achieve greater things now and failing to accomplish has made me feel guilty ...everyone in my life who cares are asking why this why that..i have 2 degrees and im procrastinating using them to earn money. im not sure what the problem is there but im going to hang around and take any support i can get and give support where i can. I know how crippling this is to my whole family..let alone me...