Introduction - Hi I'm Kim and I'm a procrastinator.
I have accomplished a lot during the times I have been able to pull myself together, but then there have been many MORE days when it was a good day if I was able to get a shower in. I have this debilitating perfectionism (even with things that don't matter)...that makes me feel so trapped and unable to move.
I'm a loner mostly by choice but for some reason when I actually have to study or do something like that, I have this overwhelming sense of loneliness that overcomes me and I'll do anything to avoid it. When I used to live with my mom, we had a strange co-dependent relationship, and I never wanted to be away from her. Now, I feel that way about my pets. So I avoid doing things I should be doing to escape a feeling of loneliness.
Another activity that I indulge in to escape is shopping. As a result, my finances aren't in the greatest shape. All in all, it's getting harder to hide the mess I've created and that's why I'm here.
I will use any excuse, whether it's a good reason or bad reason to escape. I'm looking forward to connecting with others like myself, and the hope is that I can find a way out of this mess I've created for myself and actually start living.